ohhhhhhh-hhooooooooo........ It's already 1st December 2009. Time files isn't it?
I'll never talk again, oh-ohhhhh you left me speechless~.
I know I'm not the only one who felt that way. but why does it always happen again and again? I don't really understand la. When times I really find it no point. This is not going to work, it will only make me get that thinking deeper.. Even if I don't wanna think that way, things will eventually divert my attention over..
Seriously, what are you thinking? If you wanna be like that all the way, you will gain nothing. Think twice la.. You've made me lose the bond with you liao.. It's your word, you can't even carry out, then what's the point of you saying it to others? You are a CHEATER!!!!! I've tried to forgive you, but I just can't. You make me think that you don't deserve my forgiveness.
P/s: Sorry for the ranting. HEHE!! Because I'm bored.
Eh-eh-eh-eh-eh-eh-eh-eh-eh-eh-eh-eh...... Hello, hello. Sorry I cannot hear you 'cause I'm kinda busy. LOL!!
Stop calling, stop calling, because I'm here~! If you realize, you have never ever told me after everything happened. Did you forget what I've told you? You've already forgotten. I'm not surprise if anything like this happen again. I have said enough and I'm the kind of person who doesn't like to repeat myself. (HAHAHAHAH!! Randomization Activated~!)
I'm bored!!!!!! Seriously bored!!!! Dislike people who doesn't pick up my calls and reply my message.. It's like after a few days le leh!! Don't tell me you two three days never see your phone hor! Imagine I do it onto you, and especially on important thingy.. HAHAHAHAHAHA!! *Evil Laugh*
Find this song so cool. The first time I listen to this, I find it a little weird. Then I played this video 3 times and started loving this song.. HAHA!!
I'm a person who don't really express out my feeling.
Sometimes I just can't stand people who throw their emotions way too typically.. It's like whenever you see them, this situation will eventually goes on and on..
Sometimes I also don't understand why does those people who have already turned over a new leaf have to always live in their past. I feel it's kinda judgmental, I find it way too contradicting by what they say to that person.. After watching one show, this thought came and make me get into serious thinking. LOL!! It's like after so long didn't really go think about this thought and it came back to find me.. HAHAHAHA!!
Currently still thinking of whether should I go night cycling. Haiz!! I seriously miss out a lot of fun this few days la.. Like for example, yesterday The 'M' Party at Zirca and Prom night @ Dempsey.. Seriously lor.. I couldn't imagine how much fun will I have if I go.. LOL!!!!!!!!!!!
Recently just seems so weird~! Even if it's not related.. Just felt that things seems a little weird!!
Just another randomization thoughts! If I'm not born into this world, what would it be like, will the people around me feel there's something missing or somehow it's empty some where.. HAHA!!
This few days seems like so happening, I couldn't even have some time alone to think.. I need to be left alone to really have some serious thought la! Things does seems to turn out the way I want, but also not.. Contradicting isn't it? I felt that too..
Anyway, Lady Gaga's Bad Romance super duper good!! Totally love it!! I think I shall end my random post here bah~!
This few days I'm so wanted to blog. Perhaps is because that 'O' Level paper has ended for me.. HAHA!!
I find there's no difference when I'm in examination period and now.. It's like still the same. I gotta say I'm not the same anymore.. Because of everything, I've changed. I learned to adapt to all this Fucked up situation. Everything that has been happening around seriously is Mother Fooker~!
"Because of you, you denied it." I yelled at them!! What's the point of always you look on your point of view? Didn't I exist in this world? Or even say am I invisible to anyone? Or is it what I said doesn't really make sense?
Okay, now that all my trusted paper have ended. Except POA Paper, which I've already given up on it.. HAIZ!! 'O' Level Paper this year was damn cui la!! It's even harder than last year's paper. Partly also because I didn't even study a little for this year paper bah. Hope everything went well. Those question which I know, I've already did my best. Okay, end of those examination period, now I gotta starts finding job to work and earn money!!!
Anyway, this post is surely not only on that la, I suddenly remember the things I wanna blog on just now.. Have anybody thought of your vision for life and dreams and achievement in life? Yesterday while I was traveling, there's a sudden thought came to my mind. I remember when I was still young, my brother and I was like always being forced to study and stuffs. Then when times goes by, I realize that everything they did was to want us to have good results and find a better job. All this time, we didn't manage to get good grades and do well in life, my mum was always being put on spot between us and my relative, I seriously can't stand it, it's our life isn't it? After so long, every time when my relative talks about us, I really wanted to ask them to shut up! I really wanted to talk some sense into theirs sickening mind lor.. HAHA!! From then on, I always have a dreams or vision that when I grow up and started to work, I'll make sure that I would shut their mouth up with my well being. HAHA!! This kind of dreams and vision is create by all this nonsense, does this dream and vision bring me well in life I also don't know. But well, it's just a random thoughts I wanna shall.. HAHA!!
I created a new layout for my blog already, just that I'm still thinking whether I should put it up.. HAHA!! Anyway, is my blog becoming more and more boring? Like lacking of photos and stuffs? Do suggest okay.. HAHA!!
