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Dragon 2012

2012-01-24T17:46:00.003+08:00

Peeps!!
It's Chinese New Year!!!!!!
Shall upload a little photos to keep my blog going.

Numbers

2011-11-30T12:27:00.001+08:00

If you were born on the:

1st, 10th, 19th, 28th of any month you are number 1.
2nd, 11th, 20th, 29th of any month then you are number 2.
3rd, 12th, 21st, 30th of any month then you are number 3.
4th, 13th, 22nd, 31st of any month then you are Number 4.
5th, 14th, 23rd of any month then you are number 5.
6th, 15th, 24th of any month then you are number 6.
7th, 16th, 25th of any month then you are number 7.
8th, 17th, 26th of any month then you are number 8.
9th, 18th, 27th of any month then you are number 9.

Number 1

You are smart, a straight talker, funny, stubborn, hardworking, honest, jealous

on a competitive basis, kind hearted, temperamental, friendly, and popular. You

always want to be on the top and most likely to be independent. You are most

likely to fall in love at a young age, but will marry once you mature! You are

likely to have problems with people who have opposite views and you are most

likely to take revenge over your enemies in a long time basis. You are a

spender, but you will have a good profession in the future. If you are guy you

will be very popular. You can go anywhere from the local shop to the heart of

the parliament because you are positive and talented in numerous areas. But in

your life you will always have some people who will work hard to bring you &

your name down. Because of your intelligence, some might hate you. You are a

pioneer, independent & original your best match is 4, 6, 8 while a good match

would be with 3,5,7

Number 2
No matter what, every one will love you because you are ruled by the Moon. You

day dream a lot, you have a very low-self esteem, you need to have a back up for

every move in your life, you are very unpredictable. You tend to change

according to time and circumstances, selfish, have a very strong sense of

musical and artistic talent and powerful verbal communication. You can be sweet

as an angel and can be ruthless when double-crossed. Some might say you have a

sixth sense. You will become a poet, writer, an artist or a businessperson. You

are not strong in love, so your relationship will be in disarray until you

settle down. If you are a girl, you will be responsible for your family. If you

are a man, you tend to get involve in fights & arguments in the family. You will

sacrifice your life for your family. You are gentle, intuitive with a broad

vision. You make a well-balanced person. Your best match is 2, 7,5, and 9 no

other people can put up with you!!!

Number 3
You are hardhearted and selfish most of the time. You always tend to have lots

of problems within your family in the early stages but you will be able to cope

with everything. You seem to have your way in everything. And from birth you

would always have to work hard to achieve anything you want. You always make a

point to set examples on others, especially the younger ones. Generally you are

not a cool person. It's not easy dealing with you. A tough player you are! But

once you are comfortable with someone, it will be a lasting friendship. You

always earn respect from others. Your Ilk seems to have lots of worries and

problems but they won't be for long. You will have brilliant kids! You love

money a bit too much so temptation will push you to try endlessly. You will look

after your family and help friends, so you will spend a life time just being

generous and kind (except for men born on the 21st). You love your freedom,

creative and ambitious, a person who brings beauty, hope & joy to this world!!!

Your best match 6 and 9. Good match 1, 3, and 5

Number 4

You are very stubborn, very hard working but unlucky in important matters in

life, very cool and helpful. You might repel people away from you, you may cause

nuisance to others if you area man, as you gifted are with understanding other

people's problems. If you are a girl, you excel in your studies and arts. If you

are a guy you spend most of your time with girl friends and you tend to have too

much fun with your mates & girls. Your friends will spend your time & money and

get on with their life and you will be left empty handed. So be careful! You

love to spend. Your positive side is that you are always around to help family

and friends. You always fall in love with those younger than you. You often live

with disappointments but you will take good care of your family. You need to be

careful of people who will take advantage of your kind heart (ahaks!). And

beware of your relationships too. You are radical, patient, persistent, and a

hit old-fashioned; you live with foundation & order. Your best match 1, 8. Good

match 5, 6, and 7

Number 5
You are very popular and you can get things done only by talking. Even to your

enemies! You are business-minded and like to do things spontaneously. You will

be famous if you get involved in any business. Your friends and families will

always ask for your help, and you are the one actually with the money to help

your friends. You will have more than one relationship, but when you settle down

you tend to be selfish. You tend to go for other relationships - even if you are

married at times because of your popularity. You tend to get along easily with

anyone because the numbers is a middle number. You love freedom and changes. You

learn your life through your personal experiences. Your best match 1, 2, Good

match 6, 8.

Number 6

Ooopppss... You were born to enjoy! You don't care about others. I mean you

always wanted to have a lifetime of enjoyment. You will excel in either

education or business management! You are talented, kind (but with only people

who you think are nice), and popular. All good things come easily to you. Your

mind and body is just made perfect for love. You are loveable by any number. But

if you are a number 6 men, you will be involved in more than a few relationships

until you get married. If you are a girl, most of you will get married/engaged

early. You are a caring person towards your family and friends. You are a person

of compassion, comfort & fairness, domestic responsibility, good judgment, and

after all you can heal this world's wounds to make peace for everyone because

you have the great power and caring talent to take the world of love one step

further.. Your best match 7, 6, and 9. Good match 4, 5

Number 7
You are realistic, confident, happy, and talented in education, music, art,

singing, and most importantly in acting. You also have a bad temper! You value

your family status a lot; you will be in the top rank when you reach a certain

age. If you are a guy you are popular with girls. Most of the number 7s faces

lots of problems with their married life. Only a few are happy. You have

everything in your life but with worries throughout your lifetime. You need to

get ready looking for a partner rather than waiting. If you don't, then you

might end-up being single. You are born to contribute to everyone's joy. Your

best match is 2. Good matches are 1, 4

Number 8
You have a very strong personality and people will find it hard to understand

you. You are more likely to suffer in your younger years. You might be also the

one responsible to look out for your family. You often suffer all the way

through life. You will learn life in a very practical way. You are the one who

will fight for justice and may even die in the war too. You are normally very

reserved with a handful of friends and most of the time, live life alone and

always prepared to help others. However, once you settle down, (which is often

late), then your had lucks will disappear. You will face unexpected problems

such as encountering poisonous animals, and accidents. You are highly-

disciplined, persistence, and courageous, and it is your strength that will take

you to success. You are a great part of a family team. You are a fighter! Your

Best match 1, 4 and 8. Good match 5

Number 9
You guys are the most incompatible people in the world. You are so strong,

physically and mentally. You often have big-aims. You will work hard and will

think it's still hard to get there, even if you already have gotten there!

Normally you suffer in the early age from family problems and generally you will

have to fight in life. You are respected by others. You were however very

naughty in your childhood, and often got beaten up by your parents and had been

involved in fights and you seemed to have suffered lots of injuries. But when

you grow older you become calm and will fall into the quiet and dignified macho

type. Love is not an easy matter for you. You are however good in engineering or

banking jobs because people always trust you. Your family life is very good, but

you will always worry over your children. Your finer qualities are that you are

humanitarian, patient, very wise & compassionate. You are born to achieve

targets and serve every one equally without any prejudice. You are a role model

for everyone. Your best match 3, 5, 6, and 9. Good match 2.

還是要幸福

2011-11-11T22:36:00.001+08:00

Where am I

2011-11-03T22:56:00.003+08:00

Oh man!! I didn't know I had gone missing for such a long time.

Augusty~

2011-08-02T11:53:00.002+08:00

It seems like I only have the inspiration to do up a post once a month. Perhaps it's some reflection kind of feeling I guess.

July is indeed a month when I have gone through so much. So much so that I really just want to delete away July in my life, but I know it's impossible. Let what happened in the month of July be a lesson for me to learn and of course for some of my colleague.

On the 29th July 2011, I finally step out of my comfort zone and handled cases by myself. Though there is still so much for me to learn and improve on. Glad that I actually have the confident to not rely on my seniors so much. One day my seniors will not be by my side to guide me, teach me, and at the same time I would be a senior to guide my juniors. There's still so much cases that I haven't got to see and handle, time is ticking and the clock will not stop for me.

Personally I really have to stop my life from going into the way where I will get myself crashed. I need to fixed my pathway now. I have to bring the Glory of The Lord into places that I had gone to. Let people know that the God that I serve is a God that changed me. Show others that what I went through by the grace of God that delivered me.

Sometimes I just think back and wonder why in the first place I set up this blog, and I realised that it's becauseI want to put up some of my story and how God inspired me. Often I forget the main purpose and focus on just my life story, the sad part of it. What my purpose for posting this up now is to remind me of how think of my life when I look back next time. (Though I know looking back is not gonna bring me further.)

There's no mistake but lessons in life.

July as it is.

2011-07-10T12:10:00.002+08:00

There's so much to express, but the discreet feeling creeping into all the souls. They would want them to express it.

Okay, for the whole of June and May, I merely did only a few post, not to say June not even a single one. June is my month!! Where's my blogging inspirations went to. I guess they are all buried six feet under my mind.

The June Babies!!
Me and Germaine

This space have been covered up with all the dusty feel and nonsensical issue since 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, 9, 10 years ago. A new starts where a mixed rainbow would be rather interesting.

Forget about all the hatreds, bring them to the grave where they are supposed to be laid in. Digging one grave deep enough to pour them in. Sweat it out and feel lighter!

I love long bus rides where it go pass stops where my friends lives. Especially days when the chances of bumping into them on a bus ride is higher! It's so exciting! Meeting people that I haven't got to see them since a long time ago. The feeling, the excitement can never be forgotten. 09th July 2011 is a happy day! Oh happy day! I get to meet all my crazy friends!! The moment when I saw them, the smile on my face is hanging there all the way. Even when I'm so tired, it's still there hanging on my face.

P/S: I wish that I would have the courage to, but sad to say my courage don't urge me.

The Phase

2011-05-27T23:34:00.000+08:00

The Training Phase~
The changes that sets between.

It's Graduation Day, 5

months plus ago, all of us look forward to this day, even till the last day we still look forward to it. Never did we expect that we will be missing the training phase in Home Team Academy right after the parade. For me, after the parade, I'm kinda excited and happy that I had successfully graduate from the course. Eventually when I am about to leave Home Team Academy, the emotions sets in, starting to miss the place.

During the training period, I had seen through lots of cases, been through the ups and the downs. Knowing the purpose of living.

I still won't regret being in NS65, even though there's some black sheep I still don't look forward to see them, because this is where I learn how to accept people and be accepted for who we are. It's where we gone through all the shits together.

What I think is most important from this few months is that, not to be the judge of the situation, don't be quick to sentence. Take for example the crisis between Firfi and us. At first after what happen I felt that what he done to us is really not justified. After much thoughts and cool down, my mind starts to go through the incident and slowly I'm able to feel him.

Sometimes we just have to remove our shoe and try walking on other's shoes in order to know the whole situation and get a better view of the picture.

Pictures taken that day.

Jonathan Ashley & XavierInsanity

Kai Fang

Jared Toh

| Timonthy | Desmond | Krister |

This is VOICE PEOPLE!

I will always know that God is good to me. What I have been through may not be the worst that other people might gone through, this is because of God's grace. Another things is the people He place around me, the strength He gave me. There's so much that I could thank God for, if I testify about, I think it will take through the eternity to finish saying.

Lastly, on a high notes.
POP OH!!

Free As Hair

2011-05-17T14:33:00.001+08:00

I never know that little things would cause such a big commotion.
If I have a choice or the power I would just prevent things from happening or just remove some memories.

All I can say is sorry, because I can't do anything about it, I didn't hide the truth at first anyway. Do I really have to say before hand that I'm gonna do this gonna do that way beforehand? I guess not.

I had been keeping quiet for so many times, I think my speech to that crisis is way better than yours, what I want to say is far better justify than the actions that is given to me. Spare a thought for me~

I'M AS FREE AS MY HAIR!!

Let's indulge in this song hair~

Corner Of My Mind.

2011-05-14T10:57:00.003+08:00

Hanging on the moment of truth~

Before I explode, I think you should sit back down in the corner of my bar!

What a good 1 month plus for abandoning my space of freedom! Shall repent and post up something to keep it updated yea~

Firstly I have to apologise for the what I call "No-Picture-Post". I just so lazy to dig out any picture to upload it. Secondly, it might be a ranpical and venting-anger-post too. I say might only ar~

The past few weeks is just so exciting!! Mother Monster (Lady Gaga) release her new song! I'm so excited yoh, can't wait for 23rd May 2011 man!! I wanna buy her album!!!!!!! I'm just so gaga-fied~ Come on people, this is not 20th century right?

I have totally nothing left to say for my squad, it's just so pissing to see their cooperation. Even knowing the forming up timing, they can still be sleeping at that timing and ended up we're late. So what if we are the most senior trainees inside and graduating soon? So what?!
What's worst is one of our squad mates is always been ill-treated, for god know what reason. They are just ganging up to bully people. If I'm the one who's being bullied, I guess the whole world will be witnessing the war. Hmmm, I don't even know what I'm saying.

What have life done to?
I'm thankful for whatever I have. I don't wanna lose any of my friends, loved ones and all. Sometimes it's just so "all-kinds-of-emotions" that I really have to go through,
"Abandoned . Casted Out"
Choosing to live in INSANITY is the great way to shut out from all the emotions that is boiling and soon to be purging out of me. Like all human, limits is limits, but seems like my limit to average human being is so low, being in INSANITY nobody will know whether am I just crazy or I am really showing my true emotion.
This is how I address life.

In the cultural sense
KNOWING ME..

Promise This

2011-03-27T18:23:00.003+08:00

OMGosh!! I've been procrastinating since 2 weeks ago! I wanted to do up a blog post 2 weeks ago till now I still haven't done that. I promise I will post it up next week!!!

Meanwhile wish me luck on my interview with SPF Band in-charge this coming Tuesday!! Might be an audition too!! Excited!! People please pray for me that I'm able to pass the audition and successfully get into SPF Band!! That would totally be an awesome, I can do what I love, have passion on.

Be sure to check back here next week. *Wink ;)*

Don't mean it ?

2011-03-05T07:07:00.001+08:00

Disappointment, Disregard, Disbelief ?
It doesn't matter much. To me, I also don't know why things happen even when you doesn't seem to believe it will.

This two weeks has been quite an enjoyable yet, fast heart beat week. it's time to actually sit down and sort them accordingly.

Even when you don't seems to like it, but no choice, lifes don't really owe you a choice. Even if you dislike, you still have to bear with them for another 2plus month isn't it? Sometimes I just wish that people would want to voice out their opinion in a good tone and explain things properly instead of observing the wrong stuffs.

Initially I have lots of interesting to post up, but the moment I think of all those stuffs that weighs more than what I want to do initially I feel lost and don't know how to start or continue my intersting post. It's pretty frustrating.

Categories ?

2011-02-20T14:40:00.002+08:00

No matter gay, straight or bi, lesbian transgendered life, I'm on the right track baby I was born to survive!

As usual, this weekend is a short one, book out on Friday evening, and left only a few hours to Saturday, Saturday spend my time in Church. Then today wanted to do so much things yet I don't have the time to do so already.

What wasn't supposed to happen happened, and the outcome eventually is the the what doesn't need/want. Sometimes I really think that do miracles happen, even if it happens I guess I don't stand the chance as I don't have the faith to belief it.

I should seriously kick the lazy bug out of me! It ruin my life for quite some while already, so it's time to let it out!! When I was in camp, I really got no idea what to do and I finally took my sketch book out and drew something. If YuZe knows this he will be happy! I should really find back myself, I don't want to be lost anymore. Lost is loneliness and cold isn't it? This might be able to set as a theme. Sometimes we really have to think out of the box!!

I'm the multi-looks~
Things will get better!
I will get into the band!! Surely will!!

The Questions

2011-02-13T13:51:00.002+08:00

Seems like I've been drowning myself with those thoughts which ain't suppose to be in my mind.

This few weeks book out time is seriously so short! Short to the extent that I have to rush here and there. I don't really like last minute thing, like expecting me to squeeze that time out. It's sucks to have to be unable to really spend my time good and well. Dislike the fact that I still have to suffer this state for another 3months.

Well, had been ill since long and hasn't really recover. How great isn't it? The medicines that doctor gave also no use one.

I remember that I said that I want to take more photo and post it up on this space to make it more interesting, but I seriously don't have the feel to take photos.

I want to be a part of SPF BAND!!!! Come on! Let there be an audition for me and I'll be able to pass that audition and be the part of the band! The passion for making music is back, and ever stronger! I guess, it because I'm now not in any band and neither I have a instrument, that's why the passion is so strong. Just like what you don't have you want it badly, when you have it, you don't treasure it. GOD I PRAY FOR AN AUDITION FOR ME!!!!!!!!

Shall stop this post here.

Carrot and Tooth

2011-02-03T14:32:00.002+08:00

It's the year of RABBIT!!!!

Happy Chinese New Year to Everyone!!

It's Chinese New Year, personally I feel that Chinese New Year is a time for me to have time to go around and meet people whom I haven't meet for years and months. Basically this year will be alright even if I'm in the army, though time is very constrained. Till now I still wish that I have more time instead. Damn national service, why do you need to eat up my time?

Okay, shall stop here, I'm trying to take some photo and upload here. Muahahahahaha!!!!

The Unexpected

2011-01-31T15:43:00.002+08:00

Want it to be a dream, unfortunately it isn't a dream. It's reality!

Praying and praying for my Grandmother's situation/condition to get well, but I guess I didn't really pray enough.

Back then when I was about to book in last Sunday, I went to visit my Grandmother. Seeing her lying on her bed, my heart just broke into pieces. All I remember was that her eyes were close, she couldn't talk much nor eat. Standing in front of her bed looking at her, my tears was about to flow down my cheeks. Didn't knew it was so serious till I visited her that day.

When I was in camp, I couldn't concentrate much because I was too distracted by it already, though I may look fine outside, but my heart and my flesh is just reacting differently. Thinking that "no news is equal to good news", that was what I told my friends before I saw that message. When would it be so coincidental that after I spoke that stuffs out?

When I received that message from my sister, I couldn't believe that it's true and called my aunt and asked whether is it real or it's just a prank. Everyone was shocked, because it's just so sudden. I was rather pissed, called my superior and ask for urgent leave and I got delay for more than 3 hours. Won't you be pissed?

Let's drop that subject, I don't wish to continue anymore.

Today is the last day of January, anything that isn't suppose to bring to February should be left behind, because February will be fabulous!! Another few more days will be Chinese New Year, are you all excited about it? I guess so, though quite a number of people still doesn't have the CNY mood, but time waits for nobody! Without knowing it would be Chinese New Year already! HOHOHO!! Here wishing you guys A Happy Chinese New Year, may the year of rabbit be a leaping year for you people! Not forgetting about those breakthroughs awaiting for us. xD

Grace

2011-01-22T11:46:00.002+08:00

It should be enjoyable instead of horrifying.

After been enlisted and be inside Home Team Academy for about one and a half month already, my feeling towards National Service is "It wasn't that bad after all." I guess it's all in the mindset of human, if you think positively you will look for the positive side of that something ain't it? This week inside camp there's a lot of things happening. People caught smoking because some other squad people want find us trouble. Ended up the creating a history of largest amount of people caught smoking inside HTA. My squad was being punished of course, but I'm glad that our punishment is about endurance and not like those physically torture. Some squad had to do 1000 alternate leg shuffle, that's insane! The instructor made us drink 1.5l of water down right after lunch. At first I find it a little unreasonable and crazy to do that, but getting this is better than having crazy physical torture punishment. LOLz!!

That day itself, our field instructor said that he won't smile with us, he won't joke with us and he won't be so nice because we step over his head over this matter. The moment I heard that my heart sank and started to worried and think what would it be like. After that punishment end, I was chatting with my squad people and ask what they feel about our instructor said. Some of them had the same feeling and thinking as me. We worried about what will happen during the night water parade and stuffs.

On that night water parade itself it was a long water parade. We stood there listening to them saying those nonsensical stuffs to provoke us and suddenly I heard my instructor voice. The moment I heard it I starts to think what will happen next. After hearing his voice, more and more instructors started to come into our company line. Horrendous and horrifying to the max I swear! That night was a good night to us, thanks God for that totally!!!

After water parade, my instructor gather our squad into one bunk and talk to us. He suddenly smile and laugh, my squad mate and me felt damn happy! It's like the nightmare is gone! I guess it's really God's grace, been praying and asking God to pour down his grace upon everyone of us in this squad. Thanks God for answering my prayer!!

All I want to say is I love my FIELD INSTRUCTOR!! He's the best INSTRUCTOR!!!

Been thinking through this recently, it's about the audition for Singapore Police Force Band. The information I had now is limited. My instructor told me that if I pass the audition, I will get into SPF Band straight without the need to choose a vocation. Because of what he said, I start to think do I want to waste the opportunity to do more things as a Police Officer. A lot of thoughts just came like that. So stress up yet doesn't know what to do.

Shall end this post here and get more work done.
Stay tuned!

Chapter 20

2011-01-03T14:01:00.002+08:00

The story goes on with or without an ending for the other chapter.

3rd day of 2011, what happened or didn't happen is just the past, nothing much we can do to salvage it too. Just hoping that this year will be a good year for me. Nonetheless, it will be great for others too.

Ever since my first book out, I haven't had got time to tidy up my room, in my mind is "Not enough time, not enough time. I still got so many things to do.". Busying meeting friends out, busying making plans for the next day. I had a long weekends this two book out, but it doesn't seems to be enough. Only the day I need to book in, I'm like so free from morning all the way to the time I went out to camp.

It's just 3 weeks, I didn't even notice 3 week past. I just hope that I can endure through all the trials! Waiting for the day I pass out and graduated from the police training. Wondering which vocation should I choose, which one suit me most, which one I can use my talent and make it big. Recently just the phase I have lots of thoughts, good thoughts bad thoughts, all those stupid thoughts. Feel like thrashing them aside but just couldn't do it. Actions of others affect the thinking.

Now there's two path to choose, it's either I stay as what I am or just shake off this lifestyle and get a better lifestyle in God. Can say that I'm sick of this lifestyle I'm having now. Another parts says, "Is it worth it to take the risk?" "Will I suceed?" A lot of question that is pondering inside my head.

Haven't been update a real post since a long time ago. I guess, this space of mine is kind of getting emotional and not exciting anymore. This wasn't the initial plan of this blog!!! I gotta crack my brain and make up some good post once again!!!!!!

Mirror Mirror

2011-01-01T13:09:00.002+08:00

2010 came to an end 13hour plus ago. Well, wishes everyone a great 2011 ahead!!!

A total changes in the atmosphere after I enlisted. Things starting to change, like everyone said so. Well, I still don't believe it, because it's all in the mind isn't it?

Life inside HTA is kind of good, I have a good field instructor, my squad mates aren't that bad after all. People around us tend to change, drifting is a phase. The current of the water is a cycle, it would probably be back, or it might never comes back.

2010 had been good to me, though a lot of things happen, but think about all those good times, so enjoyable. Thinking back, smiles, cheers and laughter.

I'm still waiting for those stuffs which is going to happen.

Shall end this post here. Lost of words suddenly, I will update more often. Had a great year ahead. xD

3rd Year Anniversary

2010-12-13T12:12:00.004+08:00

3rd Year in CHC!
God, I know I hasn't been good all these while. I know I shouldn't have do all those things that will aches your heart. I'm thankful that you are always here beside me whenever I need you to be there to comfort me. Thanks God that I'm his child!!

Okay, this may be the last post for 2010 as I'm gonna be enlisted tomorrow. Current mood is "CAN I STOP THE TIME NOW?!?!?!?!?!" Right after I receive my enlistment letter, the letter literally destroy all my plans and it seems like all my things were going out of hand. One thing I'm happy the letter came in now instead of a later date, because when I enlist early I can ORD earlier! Woohoo, that's the only thing that cheer me up. HAHAHAHAHA!!

I'm thankful for people who stood by me all this while, I do not need to list your names out, you know who you are. Thank you very much for being there for me.
To all my readers, Thanks for keeping track on my blog to see whether I did up any post to let you guys read. Thank you thank you. I think I'll be missing-in-action from this space of mine for quite some while after I'm enlisted. Okay, enough crap, I shall stop now.

All Over In This Mind

2010-12-03T02:51:00.004+08:00

If it's so easy to understand me.

Never knew that time passes so fast. My last post was on the 8th November 2010, I told myself to blog more, but ended up I didn't even have the thought of it.

Now that I came to my blog, it seems to be rotting and I'm not doing anything to it. Wondering why do I not having the time to blog.

14th December 2010 is drawing near and I can't accept the fact that my i/c would be confiscated. My freedom day would be another 2 years down the road.

Listening to story of others do affect you, but the feeling and emotions you are going to have when the person itself is you, that feeling is totally different. That feeling also can't be compared, neither it would be exactly the same as what others feel. Felt so depressed yet happy at the same time that I'm actually going to be enlisted. People around me told me that it's just another phase in a guy's life. In my mind that's not what I'm searching for. I've gotten over that like so long ago, I know I would be enlisted like when I was don't know how young.

I'm officially left with 10 more days to play, enjoy, get my stuffs ready, keeping my pink i/c, etc etc. I felt so trapped, when I'm in need of money and yet that fucking pay still hasn't got its way to my house. When the pay reaches my house, I'm already enlisted, how am I able to settle stuffs which is unsettled before I'm enlisted? I seriously dislike this. What I planned clashes, and I fucking have to think of ways and how am I going to settle this and that. FUCK FUCK FUCK!! Totally frustrated and felt like I am not going to breakthrough in this fucking situation. Times and times I've been blamed, nagged, scolded maybe beaten up in this fucking situation, but now it's not what I want it to turn out to be, but the reality just doesn't want me to clear my name.ARGHH!!!

Wondering what am I getting after I gone through all this. Thoughts of doing better than now always came crashing down when I took the first step out. Sometimes I even wonder do humans changes so much in such a short period. Seen too much, knowing too much is just so hurting. I also don't understand what's with it. Sometimes I really want to rant to somebody yet I don't know who to turn to. Searching and searching, trying and trying, no one stands a chance. It's either give too much advises or talk too much and made me the person who listens, or even speaks nothing. Well, perhaps I'm those kind of person who is damn difficult to handle. I think I am.

Lastly,
ACTION SPEAKS LOUDER THAN WORD!

*Photo: Credit to google.com

What's with it

2010-11-08T19:45:00.003+08:00

What's wrong with the "not happy then come fight" mindset?

If it's like you want to show off your power, then I think it's a little too childish. No point showing who you are in the past, so what's with your past legend? It's all in the history, but it won't be written in HISTORY. So you don't have to do this over and over again. It's already the past, it doesn't trend anymore. You just gotta move up a stage and carry on with your life. You are no longer the age to fool around and live life like a kid.

Even if you win or lose that battle, it's just another game in life isn't it? You won't gain like money, and any other stuffs. (unless you're earning money as a fighter)

A short post ranting out my thoughts.

Another Phase

2010-10-27T04:12:00.001+08:00

I don't really know why.

What really did happen or didn't happen, it always us being too judgemental and always tend to think too much. Being over sensitive and unrealistical is always turning people's mind round and round. Kept thinking about those negative stuffs isn't a good thing too.

Browsing through stuffs at night when you are down is also a killer. Tends to make you think even more. I wish I wasn't in the picture, but I'm still not in the picture yet. Can't imagine how am I going to make that picture look perfect. What colour should I use, what method should I use. What shade should I cover.

When I was down and thoughts started to came in, I suddenly came to realise that my previous nick was Mr Emotion. Now I'm Xavier Insanity, well, that doesn't mean that I'm not Mr Emotion~ Turning, flipping and rotating the picture, viewing things at another view is what needed now.

Decided not to let myself down again.

Life like Drama

2010-10-19T06:29:00.002+08:00

Been away for so long, anyone still here?

The truth hurts, and the truth shall set you free.
Lacking of communication in life really can make you lost a million dollar deal. Observation proves that. People do change, when it change, communication is even more needed. Often the person who waits for time to reveal the truth suffers the ultimate torturous days in life. The amount of time wasted while waiting just never gonna come back.

Having the blogging feeling recently, but never got the chance to pen everything down. These few days just seems to be played in FF x4 (Fast-Forwarded.). At last I have got the time to type out now, 3 cheers to having the feeling to blog.

Right now, I can feel that I'm inside a theme park and I'm in a roller coaster ride. Not to mention, this roller coaster ride is even more crazy than those in the actual theme park! "Gosh, what happened?!" I asked.

Went for a job interview yesterday. That's the reason why it's keeping me up late till now is because of that. I've thinking whether it's worthwhile working there. Did a calculation after I'm done with that interview, the calculator says error.(Because I'm not gonna earn that much to cover my expenses.) The question in my head now is "Should I call the Manager and tell him "I'm not going to work there." ?"

What's the different between having the unrealistical dream and a normal dream. (What question am I asking?)

Happy that there's actually something to make me happy, make me laugh like crazy and maybe doing stupid things~ Oh well, I shall stop this wordy post for now.

" You Talking To Me, Eh You Talking To Me? "

2010-09-27T03:07:00.003+08:00

OMO! Happeepill Show is back for so long yet I doesn't know about it till today. LOL!!

More Happeepill Shows? Go to happeepill.com

ENJOY!!!

Pathetically In-secured .

2010-09-14T04:05:00.007+08:00

"Count your blessing and not your problem"
Thinking of this, I might just want to say that, I wouldn't waste my time counting problems, because there's too much. Unlike blessing, it's seems to be lesser than problems, that would just make my life easier isn't it?

The feeling of becoming total insane is just around the corner. Despite of the continuosly thinking, I guess it doesn't work. I just got to know being considerate isn't an easy thing. Just like how you know somebody's looks, yet you doesn't know what that person is thinking. Unless you are a mind reader or somebody with special power, if not you might just happen to be a sicko.

What had happened recently is seriously not pleasant at all. Perhaps it's a test for me to take. If this is a test, I'm sure everybody will have to take this test even if they doesn't want to. Thinking of what happened these few days, it might happen to be us riding on a mood swing roller coaster.

Some words/actions doesn't have to be said/done. Lacking of communication is the cause of everything. I must agree that communication is a must to everybody, even you and a stranger.

Enough of my random thinking, purpose of me posting this post is because today is 3L's 3rd Year Anniversary!! How time files, it's already 3 years. I hope that the three of us will really be somebody we wanna be next time. As I'm typing this post, my mind started to have flash back of what we did last time. That's just so great!

Taken Last Year

Taken This Year

Happy 3rd Anniversary
L.Tien Loong,
L.Pei Shi!
All the best to us in whatever we do!! xD

I'm glad that we are actually still keeping in touch, even though we are busying with our own life. At least we are not those friends that didn't keep in touch ended up become 'Hi, Bye' friend.

P/S: I'm a nocturnal human now!

BOX-ED UP

2010-09-12T07:46:00.003+08:00

I, ME, MYSELF.

It's
Been
A
Long
Time
SINCE
I'm
Feeling
This
Way!

Shitty Feeling,
Totally like want to be alone for a long time,
To actually sort everything out and think.

I seriously need to THINK!!!

A Transparent Stone

2010-08-20T21:49:00.002+08:00

I really wonder why would I be placed in this kind of place. It seems to be in a living hell for me each day. I have got to becareful of this and that, make sure I don't say something wrong. Imagine it, once you said a wrong word or sentence, you've got to prepare for a war. Wow, seems like the olden days. You've got to invade this, invade that. It's a total crap!! Peace settlement is what I need! If the war really begin. Pointless living in this living hell, especially your opponent is at the losing end yet you just can't do anything. Oh man, miserable!!

Seems to me from what she did, she just doesn't seems to bother to help me check or do anything loh, simply just say "oh, I'm afraid you can't." Just like BITCH!! totally~ You've got me speechless!

This few days/weeks I had been living a crazy life, didn't have a good rest (8hours of sleep per day), didn't get to drink my plain water as much as I wanted to, been walking and travelling from places to places, etc. . Kind of like enjoying life before I get into NS. Wondering what would be like when I'm in the ARMY, would I have great friends inside or getting into ARMY is the most torturous event in my life. Thoughts come and go, comes and goes. Even if ARMY will be another living hell for me I still need to, serve it and then done with it, carry on with my life isn't it?
Just hoping that I would have great friends in there and I'll enjoy NS.

Was working for some event company once again.

I used to think that my family members aren't concern about me. Time and times problems that rise between me and my family, is all about why am I doing this and not doing that.
Quarrels is just so sick! No matter how much I say they just couldn't bother to look into what am I thinking or how I feel, simply they just deleted the existing of my thoughts. Now, that they haven't been seeing me so often at home or talk to me, I feel kind of weird, seems that something is missing. Now I know what is the feeling of having something which is so good yet treating it as a trash, and when that precious thing is gone you yearn to have it back so much.

Too much things had been happening this period, too much things that made me think so deeply. I'm glad that I can actually start to think about all these stuffs instead of wasting my time stoning and doing things that isn't fruitful. One thing I also learn is that even though something provokes you so much and you wanted to show what you've got to it, you will ended up being a fool. Which means that when you want to do something that is very rash, try to stop your mind on thinking what you shouldn't be thinking and find another way to resolve it in a long term solution.

Truth Behind The Unrealistical .

2010-07-22T18:47:00.000+08:00

Last week was busying working, chiong my whole weekdays. Was busying rapping that particular sentence for that 5 days, even on the event day itself. Actually didn't want to go down to the event venue on Friday, but since our boss need us, so we have no choice but to help her out. Ended up, they don't actually need us to be there that day. That's what I think, since that day itself I wasn't being question by those "NEWBIES" nor anyone. That 5 days I actually enjoyed working in my whole life, simply don't know why, just like seems like working under event is so good. On the last day of that event, leaving office that time I actually miss that office after boarding the cab over to Volkswagen Centre Singapore.

I remember while was asking somebody whether is him and her wife coming for the event and her wife actually complained to me about her car and I told her "If you want to lodge a complain you can actually call the service side and complain and not through me, simply because I'm under event company just to compile the RSVP list." then she started to get mad and starts scolding me and yelled at me. I simply said sorry to her (because it's manners) then I hang the phone. Immediately I started scolding her and even curse and swear. Then my colleagues was on the phone, the moment I start scolding they cover their mic sial, the scene was just so funny. There's even more office joke, too much joker in that office already. Hope there's some more event coming so that I can go back to the office and have fun working again. Best is working with the same old people!!!

This space of mine seems to be getting more and more lifeless, no more pictures and stuffs. I even remove my music player. But one thing is that my life isn't that lifeless, just that I don't want to take photo due to my current hairstyle, because too kid already. Then reason for me to remove my music player from my blog is simply because I'm too lazy to go update my playlist. LOL!! Must search and listen, kinda waste my time doing it. Ops! HAHA!

Ever since that event ended, suddenly I felt like I have to face reality again, suddenly lots of thinking started in my mind, it's either I must occupy myself with work or that I really have to sort out my mind and whatever is happening around me while I was busy that 5 days.
Digimon, The Noose is my entertainment!! Can't miss any of them! Next week's The Noose got Leticia!! Everybody must go watch!! It's on Channel 5, 8:30pm on Tuesday Night!! After that day where I stay at home and accompany my cousin, then I know Digimon Data Squad was actually awesome! Simply love the ending of every season. Then just got to know that Digimon Xros Wars (Season 6) is out this month, catch 2 episodes of it and waiting for the next episode now! Wow, suddenly think that my life seems to be a little bored nowadays. Staying at home watching digimon and eat, sleep, bathe and like nothing liao. Need to schedule my time already, I don't want to waste any of my time already, must enjoy myself till the day I'm going into ARMY~ Wonder what will happen to me when I'm enter into the NS. Some people say I'll get bullied, but my intuition tells me that it's not that way. By the way, I still don't know when I'm enlisted. I'm gonna make full use of this few months? Yes, I am going to make full use of this few months well. ;)

Gemini ; The Twins

2010-07-09T23:59:00.007+08:00

It doesn't seems easy like it does.

I don't wish to say anything about it, it's just so unexpected. The close ones knows the best. Just like what somebody said, when it's being attached, that particular thing will be drifted. Even if you try not to, but there's no promises. What's done can never be undone isn't it?

This whole week has been quite a singing week for me. Last Saturday went KBox with my descending family clan, Tuesday went to KBox with Kristhen and Kai Fang then today went KBox with Kai Fang only. I totally love Chua Chu Kang KBox!!! It's nice and the dedication thingy is TOUCH SCREEN one! Love it! Quite easy to use anyway. can play game also! HAHA!! Seems like I'm a noob to that particular machine.

What I plan to post about is all gone, mind turns blank and all I remember was KBox! Anyway, I think the workers there can remember me loh, one week go there 3 times. Oh ya, saw this while reading Jayden's Blog. This was quoted from the Rolling Stone Magazine "Lady Gaga : When I wake up in the morning, I feel just like any other insercure 24-year-old girl. Then I say, 'BITCH, You're Lady Gaga, you get up and walk the walk today." Oh man, I feel that she's just so cool!! Love Lady Gaga!! From the video of You and I when she sang live at the concert (Monster Ball), she said she worte this just for her fans and it's for people who loves musics and freedom!!! It's a nice song!

*Where The Minds Turns Blanks!*

Think Before You Act .

2010-07-04T17:35:00.001+08:00

Yesterday (3rd July 2010) went to KBox with Descending Family Clan!!! Hmm, was actually reluctant to go, but in the end I was the one singing more than anyone else there. We plan to take a group photo, but yet we didn't manage to take it once again.

Recently my mind were acting like a storm. My brain can't stop thinking and thinking. Just too much stuffs inside my head, I think it's time to settle them and clear them from my brain.

Bring back to the tittle, think before you act. Time and times, we often act, speaks and do whatever without giving much thoughts into it isn't it?
But don't know why this few days I'm so abnormal. All those words I wanted to say I will give a second thought to it and then I choose to keep it to myself. I guess some people do that too. When I wanted to say it out, my mind will start to have a debating session and engage in a brainstorm. Will keep thinking about the consequences and the possible outcomes of saying that particular sentences out.
Is it because I'm getting older and my thoughts are starting to change? If the people I often hang out with is older than me, I would roughly know why am I acting this way. Sad to say I'm not hanging out with people who are older than me instead I hang out with people which is younger than me most of the time. I feel that whenever I came into this stage(thinking too much) and after that I will cause a lot of troubles when I stop thinking too much. Perhaps I know why am I thinking too much recently, should be due to the illness that I'm having. Even when I'm typing this post out I'm still having those random thinking. Seems like my mind is having a lot of network operation and it's like the network is sending data here and there.

Gonna end this post here, mind is having a storm and I can't really focus on what I'm gonna type out so I better stop typing.

Once In A Year

2010-06-15T02:01:00.002+08:00

June is coming to an end, so fast and 2 weeks just passed.

Wanted to post up something on my birthday itself, but I find myself too lazy to do it, so I drag till now. LOL!!

Well, the 1st day of June I actually wanted to rest at home for the whole day but don't know why am I outside, can't remember also. Supposing-ly to meet JinSheng, Geraldine and Johnson at 11:30pm, don't know why they got here so fast. HAHAHA!! The timing they reach also very cool, they called and say they reach my house there that court, then I was at Greenridge with Chee Mun, Angie and Kai Fang accompanying Chee Mun to eat, soon after we are done with our stuffs then Chee Mun, Angie, Kai Fang and me faster rush over to meet them.
Hmm, what a birthday surprise they planned for me. Jin Sheng lied to me say he can't come down so I plan to message Geraldine to ask her not to come down. Damn it, my I.F. die die also don't want to reply me. I even wanted to prank them back one, but choose not to. When we arrived at the court, Johnson prank me again, say the cake box inside got scary thing and ask me to open. LOL! Seriously LMAO!! Open only got cake loh. The cake was specially made for me by Jin Sheng's workplace pastry chef. Inside got ice cream and frozen strawberry loh. Wanna skip the cake eating part!!!

After done eating the cake then Johnson, Geraldine and Jin Sheng went off so left Chee Mun, Angie, kai Fang and me. Then they came my house drink. LOL!! Then slack a little, they kept asking me not to reply Facebook wall post and entertain them loh. HAHAHAHA!! Took don't know how long just to reply those few wall post. After I'm with the comment thing, then we went out to chit chat and I send them home.
Next morning wake up straight away go town meet Jin Sheng and Geraldine( I did wash up and bathe and everything. HAHA! ). What a busy day I had!! Went walking around, after that I went Bugis to meet Descending Family Clan for dinner!! My first time celebrating my birthday with them la!! Hmm, thought they won't play stunts on me, but they play even more stunts loh. First stunts was putting a cake out of nowhere and ask me go stand there then they start singing birthday song and everyone inside Cold Storage turn and look at us la, I was like ermmmmm.. After that they saw a couple doing something that was funny then they ask me do that with them and they know I won't do so trick me say hold hand all do together, so eventually I will be the only one putting my hands up and made me look like a fool. Still got more stunts they did loh~ But afterall the whole day was a memorable one!!

The next day Angie, Germaine, Kai Fang and me went to Sentosa. We went there like in the afternoon because I can't wake up on time. LOL!! They spam my phone, called my house phone just to wake me up.. LOL!!! When we arrived Sentosa, we went to Palawan Beach and soak in the water and did some sun tanning, then after that I saw a Jellyfish in the water, and it was being flush to the shore by the waves and realized that it was a dead jellyfish. Crap with the BeachPatrols and he say that I look like 16 instead of 19. WHAT THE HECK?! But I'm fine with that, because it's good to look young. HAHAHAHA!!

Just don't know why am I like so busy during this June. Just only 2 weeks and I haven't had a good rest till recently when I'm sick. Perhaps it's the Stomach Virus reacting inside my stomach again le, now even when I'm typing this post, my body temperarture and headaches is killing me la. I think I shall stop here.

P/S: Hmm, I'm too lazy to look for those photos, because those photos are taken by them and not me~ LOL! Shall ask them to send me soon.

I Never Told You .

2010-05-26T16:07:00.005+08:00

The love within the hatred.
This sentence had its deep meaning.

Okay, this month lots of things happen and I don't wish to recall about any. Be it whether it's good stuffs or bad stuffs. Just don't want to think about it!

One thing I need to say is about my I.F.'s birthday! On the 7th May 2010, I went over to her birthday chalet!! It's fun and it's great! I only took 2 photos with her. Hmm, shall show you guys one of the pictures we took.

This is one of the photo. I look so cui sial. Okay, was crazy that day. Something also happen on that day too. HOHO!! It's a secret! Nobody knows bah. I think!

What should I do to protect myself? To actually make me not lose what I'm supposingly to have. Times and times I kept quiet for the sake of my mum. Till this extent that I really have enough, seriously enough of everything. All I want is peace and harmony. I came to realized that my draft post which was supposed to be posted 1 month ago is almost the same as this current post. What does this show? It's quite obvious isn't it? HOHOHO!!

Just feel like partying away my life.
Life's a BITCH, but I don't have too be a BASTARD! LOL!! I'm getting lamer and lamer. LOL! Seriously, it's great! Because I'm going back to my ranpical life! Good Good!!

Enough of my ranting. Soon I'm gonna get MIO installed in my room. So I could surf the net everyday and blog everyday like before. Great right?

Daring Courageous .

2010-04-21T15:21:00.002+08:00

Was reading tweets from my Twitter's Home, and don't know why suddenly I went over to a stranger's blog and started to read his post from the first post all the way to the lastest post. LOL!! I'm like so bored to the extent of doing that bah. Hmm, I don't know why but can feel that the blogger went through a lot of things loh, though that blogger is younger than me by 1 year and 6 months and don't know how many days. HAHAHA!! ( Wow, I don't know why I need to be so exact. LOL!! ) Hmm, I've got a feeling that my future will also be some sort like that blogger, but pray hard I won't bah.

Well, met Xin Yu yesterday at Panjang. Was helping her out with her stuffs, everything ended le. A full stop had been inserted at the back of the sentence. HAHAHAHAHA!! Also met Darius and had lots of funny weird stuffs we chat about. This morning was like a roller coaster, never thought that I'd actually been into such a situation. That situation only me and Darius will know bah. Guess so, don't wish to speak a word of it.

Anyway, my previous post mention about the cheese cake thingy right? Basically I've misplace the photo of it, don't know which folder I saved in. Shall get those picture from Geraldine(I.F.) soon. HAHHAAHAHA!!! It seems like it's going to rain soon. I could hear thunder crashing but I don't see lightning flashing. HAHAHAHA!! Wow, it actually rhymes.. LOL!! It's Wednesday! Everyone is awaiting for FRIDAY!!! Ho~ Going back band this Saturday, gonna play my Baritone again, no more Alto Saxophone. Eventually I'm still stuck with Baritone. HAHAHA! No wonder Baritone Sacophone is my wife.

Envy and Envious ?

2010-04-19T17:38:00.001+08:00

Now I came to realize that what that person told me was rather true.

Have been missing from this space of mine for like the past 2 months? HAHAHAHA!! It's been so long ever since my brother is back. Kinda getting a little closer with my brother these few days. We don't use to stay at a place and chat for more than an hour, then recently when I was chatting with Xin Yu and we sat at the void deck near my house. While we were chatting, suddenly I saw my brother walking towards our direction and he sat down and started chatting with us. LOL!!!

Been having lots of fun this two weeks. Time passes really fast this two weeks. I haven't been working for the past 1 month already. Oh man, this is crazy!!! I really gotta start working and also work more la!

Been thinking why would people thought of me in this way and that. Even if it's a joke, you can't expect me to perform this joke with you and please stop blaming others for this and that. Don't you think you need some self-relection? This is not just my own conclusion, it's between the few of us. We mean good for you, but you treated us as if we are the devils.

Anyway, casting out my disappointment aside, as what I said just now, been having lots of fun. Kinda remember me and Geraldine went to Giant and buy cheese cake and eat, OMG! It was really big! We even finish it in less than 10mins la~ Wow!! Gotta show you guys the pictures soon~ It was a random decision to buy that cake, never know we had fun eating that, so filling!!

Met Cheryl Chua yesterday at West Mall, due to the need of my help to help her get a new SIM card~ HAHAHA!! She lost her phone on Saturday if I'm not wrong. After collecting the SIM card, we went to get a phone for her, she insist of getting an iPhone. LOL!! After that went to shop and see, and she bought it. HAHAHAHAHAHA!! Somehow she was a noob in electronic stuffs and she doesn't know how to use the iPhone for awhile. LOL!!

Next,
Yesterday night, before I sleep, I was wondering whether should I go back to the workplace and work. Also wondering if it's possible for me to go back there and work sial~ Kept thinking till I fell asleep and really sleep soundly, till this afternoon 3pm. I have no idea how long I've slept too.
Hmm, nothing much to say, kinda don't know what to update too, so I shall end off this post here and hoping that I'd update more this month.

Would it be better if I'm on my own?

All In One.

2010-02-27T11:10:00.003+08:00

This post will just be all in one posting, as I still can't use wireless.. I think I'm gonna get the usb stick thingy liao.. Whatever it is life is hectic with work.

Day 1 Without the life of internet!! (3rd feb 2010),
I can't help but to say that My Brother really change a lot in his character wise. I'm happy for that la. Well, this is just a starts, I hope it will last.

Anyway, today is just so crazy, I misplace my wallet in the cab, but luckily the driver bring it back to me! I'm so thankful for that la.. Seriously is God's Grace upon me today! Firstly is my wallet, secondly is I found a job, thridly is that My Brother's attitude changes and not like before. Woo hoo!! I'm so happy!!

Wondering whether he will use a wireless router for the sake of me lor.

5th Feb 2010,
Today was like a major noring day, nothing to do. Went out to find Pei Shi as Song Ning and Wei Jian is practising the performance at her house, so I go check it out. Spend like 8hours together with them la! Time files seriously.

10th February 2010,
It has been a week since My Brother is back home. Everything is going smoothly. This whole week is a total boring week for me, I wasn't able to get to the internet and do my stuffs. I never had the habit of closing my door when I'm sleeping, but after he is back, I've been closing the door for don't know what purpose.

26th February 2010,
Cool, I'm finally in the working force liao, have been working for the pass few days, super tiring la, must wake up early, sleep early, all my night life gone. But whenever I think of the MONEY which is coming into my bank, all this is worthwhile doing lor. Some more I also can have my beauty and growing sleep. HAHAHA!! Wasn't happy while working la, want to suma also tio say by the leader, come on man!! We have our HUMANS RIGHTS la dey! Don't you think that you are the leader and higher authorities than me, then you can ask me do whatever that is beyond of what I can do la.
Damn it, she is getting on my nerves! Super dislike those two leaders! Damn F.up one la, if got one day I can quarrel with them, sure I quarrel with them with my laws, since they want to say so much about the law inside. *PUI!!* Enough of ranting. Shall update more next time. xD

Been Through.

2010-02-03T02:35:00.003+08:00

Hello people!!!!
Been missing from this space of mine for like freaking damn long. Wasn't in the mood to do some posting up, nothing much for me to blog also. Daily routines like go out meet people, then slack, go home sleep, watch drama, so mundane la. That's why nothing much for me to do up a post so often. But today different case, my Brother will be out in just a few hours time and I'll not be able to use the internet for quite some days. Which leads me to do up a blog post now. HAHAHAHAHA!!

The photo above is a family portrait of Me, My Mum and My Sister! Soon it'll be complete, I'm so excited for the day where by My Brother, My Sister, My Mum and me taking a Family Portrait!! I took a lot of courage to ask My Mum to take shioz. It has been long since we took photos.

This time round, I really hope that everything will just go smoothly for My Brother, he've wasted a lot of his time going in and out. Wishes him Good Luck!! HAHAHA!!

P/s: Any updates on anything I'll just posted it up to Twitter or Facebook!!

Seriously!!!

2010-01-12T14:20:00.002+08:00

Sometimes I really want to voice out what I really want to say, but I find it no point as nobody even care what I'm saying. Yesterday went school to collect my 'O' Level results, it was a total shit, but I already know I won't do well liao, so I never expect much la. Just I flung my life away loh. My Mum just nag me not long ago, but what she say doesn't really is what I did, I have my own reason for doing this and that. I don't have to explain what I did and give reasons, it's my will and my rights anyway.

By the way, come on la. I've gone through what you haven't gone through and you've gone through what I haven't gone through. In some sense please think about it, it's not my first time, I know how it feels, so don't tell me trust in the Lord or stuffs, example "You have done what you can, He will do the rest". I have already know I never put in my efforts in studying already, so what can He do? I'm trying to tell you, sometimes you really have to be realistic la. Somebody also tell me, set a goal that is realistic, imagine you set a goal which you want to save 1 million in 2010 when you haven't even got a job or let say your job pays you $2000 per month, you can't even save up to $200, 000 per year la. I admit that you are really on fire, but I was once like you okay~ I mean ya, I have really been through the "FIRE" period la.

This few days is really a trigger for me, it might bring a level up or it might just let me play a lower note. I never want to give up on what I really trust on. The only one thing is that I just don't like the way things are being settle. I tell you what?! I seriously dislike LAST MINUTE THING! I totally hate it! You can never achieve good results as compared to long planned and a LAST MINUTE ONE.

If you want to tell me something, just tell me the truth, don't have to twist and turn the story around and make me confused! You don't have to say it to a way that you are blameless. In all ways not just one, everyone in the party is to be blame for making a commotion to starts, when you two starts quarreling, it's no longer a one person thing, is a two person thing already. If you really want to be blameless, then don't do anything. Literally just NOTHING!

Finally it has gone out of my system!
P/s: So sorry for the ranting, I just feel that all this shit have to get out of my system.

Rushing

2010-01-04T15:30:00.004+08:00

"Nobody can actually know what I'm feeling right now."

4 Days had passed, I'm kind of really want to stop thinking about what I can't do. Sometimes I just had to put more will power into what I wanna do. Everything seems to be rushing around me, seems like I'm the one being put to slow motion. I can't imagine what would happen next.

After being into something for some while and now, you found out that you are actually looking for something which is a little impossible for you to find. This feeling just like how you are actually waiting to end a game in Mahjong, and ended up somebody is holding on to your tiles.

I always wonder what would it be if I'm not the way I am now. Will everything that revolves around me change too? I'm back to the same old thinking I had last year.

Shall end my post here~

It's a New Starts!!!

2010-01-01T13:38:00.003+08:00

Okay, first post of the year~ Woo hoo!

Went countdown yesterday with Angie, Germaine, Li Jun, Angie's Mum, Angie's Sisters and their friends~ LOL!! And I'm the only one guy shioz~ How sad~! Was at Orchard Road and I saw Mon Ting's Tweet and guess what?! We are so near each other la.. Then I called her to ask her join us.. HAHAHAHAHAHA!! Never took much photo as I'm just too lazy to upload to my lappie~ HOHOHO!! Today is the first day of the year, and I'm gonna plan my year properly liao, not gonna let my organizer rot inside my bag.. HAHAHA!!

I'm gonna go find jobs and starts earning money~ HOHOHO!!!

It's a Brand New Starts Tomorrow~

2009-12-31T13:38:00.001+08:00

Had abandoned this space for more than 15days already~ How sad shioz~
Well tomorrow will be a new beginning loh, I don't know what to say shio.. I really hope that from today onwards I'll kick all those bad habits la.

p/s: This post is just a ranpical post, so ya~ HAHAHAHAHA!!

What's That ?!

2009-12-15T15:22:00.004+08:00

Christmas is coming, life is uncertain.
If really people comes and go, then there won't be any best friend forever.

Wondering what will I do for this christmas. Well, think back, it's a good two years since I receive christ. Though in the middle I back slided, but I'm back on track once again.

I've a lot of question going through my mind recently. The one thing which makes me even more stress is that, whenever I'm ready to get into serious thinking about my thoughts, suddenly my mind came to a state where I couldn't remember what was on my mind.

I seriously wanna work now!! I wanna earn lots and lots of money~
I'm thinking of getting a ITouch or IPhone next year, just because of the application for ITouch and IPhone.. HAHA!! The percentage of me getting an IPhone is seriously small now. I've got a BlackBerry, and why would I want another phone, so I better get the ITouch to save my monthly expenses instead of paying more on bills... HAHA!! So blur right now. Giving this face -.-

Ending this post with this pic!!

It Doesn't Take Much

2009-12-09T16:12:00.002+08:00

Well, for a good 8 days I didn't come to this little space to blog.. LOL!! Can't remember what I did too. Only can recall that I went to Jocelyn's 21st Birthday Party and nothing much, things remembered is related to her birthday.. HAHA!! Went to prawning and I caught one prawn, pathetic~!

Don't wanna chuck my blog one side, so I decided to at least post something up now~ LOL!!!!!! Currently I'm still sick!! Don't even remember when it started. Sometime I just wish if someone doesn't really care much just say "I don't wish to know so much" at least it won't let me think he/she is really thinking through or something.. Felt like a idiot talking to a block of wood. (Though it doesn't take a genius to see that you ain't interested.)

Recently my feeling towards blogging is like it really take a lot of my brain cell to blog. Totally don't have any idea, even if I have idea on what to blog on, I also have to think about the consequences and stuffs.. Seriously I doesn't know this little space of mine become a what thing.

Oh ya, recently a lot of people are carrying BlackBerry Bold 9000 and it's like you can typically see somebody holding on to the phone across the street. Why does the White BlackBerry Bold 9000 just release? ARGH!!!!! But even if it release so much earlier, I would still prefer the black one instead of the white one. LOL!! Kinda contradict myself..

Excessive in thinking seriously make oneself older. I'm right now thinking too much!!! Overloaded with random thoughts at random timing and serious thought at a wrong timing!!!!!! HAHAHAHA!!

Speechless~

2009-12-01T01:36:00.003+08:00

ohhhhhhh-hhooooooooo........
It's already 1st December 2009. Time files isn't it?

I'll never talk again, oh-ohhhhh you left me speechless~.

I know I'm not the only one who felt that way. but why does it always happen again and again? I don't really understand la. When times I really find it no point. This is not going to work, it will only make me get that thinking deeper.. Even if I don't wanna think that way, things will eventually divert my attention over..

Seriously, what are you thinking? If you wanna be like that all the way, you will gain nothing. Think twice la.. You've made me lose the bond with you liao.. It's your word, you can't even carry out, then what's the point of you saying it to others? You are a CHEATER!!!!! I've tried to forgive you, but I just can't. You make me think that you don't deserve my forgiveness.

P/s: Sorry for the ranting. HEHE!! Because I'm bored.

I'm Kinda Busy

2009-11-25T15:37:00.003+08:00

Eh-eh-eh-eh-eh-eh-eh-eh-eh-eh-eh-eh......
Hello, hello. Sorry I cannot hear you 'cause I'm kinda busy. LOL!!

Stop calling, stop calling, because I'm here~! If you realize, you have never ever told me after everything happened. Did you forget what I've told you? You've already forgotten. I'm not surprise if anything like this happen again. I have said enough and I'm the kind of person who doesn't like to repeat myself. (HAHAHAHAH!! Randomization Activated~!)

I'm bored!!!!!!
Seriously bored!!!!
Dislike people who doesn't pick up my calls and reply my message.. It's like after a few days le leh!! Don't tell me you two three days never see your phone hor! Imagine I do it onto you, and especially on important thingy.. HAHAHAHAHAHA!! *Evil Laugh*

I wanna work, work, work!!!!!!!!!!!

A Boy~!

2009-11-22T23:59:00.000+08:00

Find this song so cool. The first time I listen to this, I find it a little weird. Then I played this video 3 times and started loving this song.. HAHA!!

Let It Be.

2009-11-17T17:47:00.005+08:00

I'm a person who don't really express out my feeling.

Sometimes I just can't stand people who throw their emotions way too typically.. It's like whenever you see them, this situation will eventually goes on and on..

Sometimes I also don't understand why does those people who have already turned over a new leaf have to always live in their past. I feel it's kinda judgmental, I find it way too contradicting by what they say to that person.. After watching one show, this thought came and make me get into serious thinking. LOL!! It's like after so long didn't really go think about this thought and it came back to find me.. HAHAHAHA!!

Currently still thinking of whether should I go night cycling. Haiz!! I seriously miss out a lot of fun this few days la.. Like for example, yesterday The 'M' Party at Zirca and Prom night @ Dempsey.. Seriously lor.. I couldn't imagine how much fun will I have if I go.. LOL!!!!!!!!!!!

Is It Gonna Be Like That?

2009-11-11T20:33:00.001+08:00

Recently just seems so weird~!
Even if it's not related..
Just felt that things seems a little weird!!

Just another randomization thoughts!
If I'm not born into this world, what would it be like, will the people around me feel there's something missing or somehow it's empty some where.. HAHA!!

This few days seems like so happening, I couldn't even have some time alone to think.. I need to be left alone to really have some serious thought la! Things does seems to turn out the way I want, but also not.. Contradicting isn't it? I felt that too..

Anyway, Lady Gaga's Bad Romance super duper good!! Totally love it!! I think I shall end my random post here bah~!

Bad Romance!

G-Dragon Heartbreaker!!

G-Dragon Breathe

Let Me Hear Your Voice - Big Bang

Ranpical-ness!!

2009-11-11T20:22:00.004+08:00

Hello~!

Forget About Me~!

2009-11-06T19:09:00.002+08:00

This few days I'm so wanted to blog. Perhaps is because that 'O' Level paper has ended for me.. HAHA!!

I find there's no difference when I'm in examination period and now.. It's like still the same. I gotta say I'm not the same anymore.. Because of everything, I've changed. I learned to adapt to all this Fucked up situation. Everything that has been happening around seriously is Mother Fooker~!

"Because of you, you denied it." I yelled at them!! What's the point of always you look on your point of view? Didn't I exist in this world? Or even say am I invisible to anyone? Or is it what I said doesn't really make sense?

Life shouldn't be such a pain in the neck!!

What's That Vision?

2009-11-04T22:51:00.002+08:00

Okay, now that all my trusted paper have ended. Except POA Paper, which I've already given up on it.. HAIZ!! 'O' Level Paper this year was damn cui la!! It's even harder than last year's paper. Partly also because I didn't even study a little for this year paper bah. Hope everything went well. Those question which I know, I've already did my best. Okay, end of those examination period, now I gotta starts finding job to work and earn money!!!

Anyway, this post is surely not only on that la, I suddenly remember the things I wanna blog on just now..
Have anybody thought of your vision for life and dreams and achievement in life? Yesterday while I was traveling, there's a sudden thought came to my mind. I remember when I was still young, my brother and I was like always being forced to study and stuffs. Then when times goes by, I realize that everything they did was to want us to have good results and find a better job. All this time, we didn't manage to get good grades and do well in life, my mum was always being put on spot between us and my relative, I seriously can't stand it, it's our life isn't it? After so long, every time when my relative talks about us, I really wanted to ask them to shut up! I really wanted to talk some sense into theirs sickening mind lor.. HAHA!! From then on, I always have a dreams or vision that when I grow up and started to work, I'll make sure that I would shut their mouth up with my well being. HAHA!! This kind of dreams and vision is create by all this nonsense, does this dream and vision bring me well in life I also don't know. But well, it's just a random thoughts I wanna shall.. HAHA!!

I created a new layout for my blog already, just that I'm still thinking whether I should put it up.. HAHA!! Anyway, is my blog becoming more and more boring? Like lacking of photos and stuffs? Do suggest okay.. HAHA!!

Do You Know?

2009-11-02T12:16:00.002+08:00

So many question recently la!! It's like so ridiculously irritating!!

Well, Social Studies Paper ended liao! Which means I'm only left with History Paper and maybe POA.. LOL!! So sucky recently.. It's like why I can't? Do it mean that with the way I'm in, I can't be myself? It takes time to make things turn around, if it turn so fast like a lightning bolt, it will also ended up in a crash and it's only for a short while isn't it?

Everything to do gotta out in the heart and effort in it, baking and cooking also needs that.. HAHA!! ( This Is Random I Know. )

Really got nothing to post liao lor, recently so sian. HAHA!! I'm ready for Zirca after 'O's party~! HAHA!! Haiz, when I got 11 people plus me liao, only I get the Guest list sia.. So what for I got guest list and other people don't have?? So sucky shio!! Ready, Set, Go!!

Ruin Day!

2009-10-31T00:01:00.001+08:00

Thursday night went to East Coast Park, actually planned to go night cycling, but ended up plan failed! Ended up doing nothing, wasted the whole night!! Zz zz!! Well, at least it is still a stress removal day..(LOL!) Well, sometimes things are meant to be said once, and once is enough, I don't have to repeat myself for umpteen times, because it'll be so ironical..

Gotten home in the morning and accompany my cousin to play awhile then off to LALA LAND.. HAHA!!

My Friday was ruin la!! Totally chaotic.. quarrel with my mum because of the builded up "PISSED ATTITUDE" inside of me, then all the event that happens had added fuel into it.. Damn unhappy la!! Seriously la!! Never ask something which I don't wanna say, when I want to say, I'll say eventually, no use keep pressing me, because I know even if I say there wouldn't be much different anyways!!!!!

Counting down, I still left with Social Studies, History and POA paper 1& 2.. HAHA!! So cool, this year 'O' Level Examinations Time-Table seems weird, but it is better than last year's tame-table.. HAHA!! Gotta study hard for my last few papers..

P/s: (Enough of my ranting le.. HEHE) Next post might be new with another Blogskin layout.. HAHA!!

Can't I? Why Not?!

2009-10-30T18:26:00.003+08:00

FUCK!!!!!

Another Down!

2009-10-27T23:50:00.003+08:00

3 down 3 or 5 to go!!!
Have confident!!

Back blogging as a lot of people bark me to blog!! HAHA!!

Hmm, English and Mathematics paper is done!!!! Gotta chiong for the 3 paper left!! Social Studies, History and Mathematics Paper2!! I think all these seriously kill me dead!! Well, seriously if this time cannot make it, I will go ARMY straight, after NS, then come out study English again.. HAHA!! Then continue my design dream.. HAHAHAHAHAHAH!! ( Like damn negative thinking la.. so fast think of the result liao.. LOL!! )

p/s: Just another random updates, to let those who bark me have something to read.. HAHA!!

Police and Thief

2009-10-23T12:14:00.003+08:00

Finally I'm back on blogging!! Hmm, well wanted to blog twice during the missing period, but my idea went missing the moment I switch on my Lappie.. LOL!!

Well, today I better blog before my idea went off.. LOL!!
Life is just like a game of Police and Thief . Thief represent our target while Police is us, we are constantly chasing our target, but sometimes we are chasing those target which we couldn't even catch (which means no point). I feel like sitting down and relax and think which target is just pointless to chase after and then given up on that thought. Anyway, this idea came after I saw two Police chasing a group of Underage people (maybe they are smoking or sniffing glue, if not why would they bother to run isn't it?). LOL!!

'O' Level is seriously just a few days away, now I just feel like I've wasted this year and I wasted money too.. Now just left with a few days, would I be able to finish those Maths paper? Hmm, would I be able to go for the paper with confident? SIANZATION la!!!

Well, times and times I've been cheated again and again. I seriously think you are just making use of me and the people around you, you never really treasure the friendship or relationship with anyone, you are just having fun with us. That's no point, now I don't wanna believe you anymore!! Imagine you have no one to find when the world turns away from you?!

I seriously want to get tanner!!!!!! I hate this pale looking skin!! I want to be tanned!!! Tanned! Tanned!!!!

P/s: Sorry for the short update again. HAHA!!

如此如此, 这般这般.

2009-10-09T01:26:00.001+08:00

Anyway, this post is the first post of October~!
Wow! I have been missing from this space of mine since 28th September 2009.. LOL!! Hmm, a short update to keep this space of mine a bit alive.. HAHA!!

Recently I'm addicted to the K.O. ONE, The X-Family and K.O. 3ANGUO~! Last but not least also Mapling la.. HAHA!! This is the reason why I'm always at home and not updating this space of mine.. HAHA!! Okay, enough of the crapping. After I've watch those show, I've learnt quite a number of stuffs. ( Shall Not Elaborate )

Also don't know why recently I'm so temperamental and some sort emotions-get-over this kinda feeling la. So not understandable to others, but I'm kinda like know why~. HAHA!! Again!!! I've been on the posting page for quite a number of times and I just don't know what to type/update again~!! Hmm, so frustrating ain't it is? I'm sure a lot of blogger also detest this to the max!! HAHA!!

Lost of words already, so I'm gonna stop here.. Oh ya, I might be missing for quite some while in this space due to my studies.. HAHA!! Gotta use this little timing to chiong for my 'O's liao, not gonna waste this year.. HAHA!!

Worth?

2009-09-28T14:45:00.004+08:00

Hmm, back on posting.. I'm blogging while having my lunch, was thinking about what the post title for this and suddenly thought if it, so I put down my plate and started typing here.. HAHA!!

Hmm, sometimes I'm wondering that why some people doesn't need to do so much in order to get something, but just some people needed to try so hard till the extend that they might get crazy and still doesn't get that something. Anybody have any idea? HAHA!! Whenever people shout NOT FAIR, I will want to ask that person a question, "You think you treat others fair enough to shout not fair?". Who the hell as a human will be able to treat everybody fairly? I feel that no one will have a perfect mind that they can treat everybody fair and square.

Linking to this post title, worth, what is worth really means? Worth, are you worth to be treated badly? Are you worth for the wait? Are you worth for this and that? It's often a question to everyone ( I think so ). Personally, times when I'm sad, I'll ask myself that is it worth the sad? or some other question. In every part of our life, it is always questioning session to ourselves. Like you going shopping, when you take transport, you will ask bus or train or cab? HAHA!! It's like always so so so so so many question for us to look on isn't it? HAHA!!

Right now I'm actually thinking of another thing, which is maturity. What I know about maturity is the way someone carry themselves in thoughts, speaking, dressing and even many areas of their life. Often we are always mature in the way we think but not mature in the way we speak. Whenever we are angry, we tend to be very immature and do those things that we normally hate to do. It seems so contradicting isn't it? HAHA!! I think I shall end my post here.

Randomization and Insanity!!

2009-09-25T22:18:00.002+08:00

Hi people~!! Anybody still reading here?
Hmm, recently I doesn't know what's wrong with me. Guess what? There'll be something going on recently. HAHA!! Well, not really excited for that, it isn't planned anyway..

Oh ya, I've been wasting my life away in Maple this whole week.. I tried the new Knight of Cygnus, it's rather cool~! I'm a Flame Wizard!! HAHA!!

Anyway, I heard that there's a lot of event running recently, but I'm too lazy to go check them out.. HAHA!! Quite like a "zai nan" now. Everyday lock myself in the room and play Maplestory.. LOL!!

Seriously a 'LOL' in my life la.. I still couldn't have my normal sleeping routine, everyday I can only fall asleep around 4-6am in the morning, like yesterday, I'm all ready to sleep at 11pm, but I only fell asleep this morning at 4-5am.. ( How sad??) Zz zz!!

This few days I wanted to blog so much, but I just got no idea what to blog on.. I'm also thinking whether should I go back to those kinda routine that will blog everyday. I think I just wasted my life away this two weeks, purely did nothing at all.. When I say nothing, it really mean I did purely nothing no work came off.. HAHA!!

Looking around in my room I was wondering how come I can create such a mess in my room and I'm able to survive through the messiness in my room. I wanted to clear them away, but the moment I look at the mess I've created, straight away I drop that thinking. HAHA!! But I did try to clear some up, but i didn't have any determination to really clear everything up.. Hmm, I really gotta find a day and clear those mess up, seriously I hate the mess!!!!!!!!!

Well, Kai Fang created a guild in maple yesterday it's called OddOnes, well everything is so funny and random anyway, though she wanted it long ago, but we got no money to create.. HAHA!!

By right I'm supposed to be out now, but I didn't go. LOL!! This is also another random blog posts.. LOL!!

Just A Story.

2009-09-23T02:31:00.000+08:00

A group of people trying to attempt climbing a building with hundreds of floors, but one person was being left at the bottom of the building and the rest of them were half-way through the building. That person is trying to figure out how to go through those obstacles alone and nobody offers to help. The rest is constantly helping each other and not let anyone stop and totally forgot about the person who is being left behind.

I find this story a abit saddening and it's like often a group of people doing some stuffs and always there's somebody being thrown behind and being neglected, while the rest is enjoying themselves with what they are doing.

A Memorable Day!

2009-09-16T23:29:00.002+08:00

A day to remember.. 15th Sep 2009!!
Well, yesterday went out with my Dearest Friends!!
So miss them sia, so long never meet them too.. HAHA!! Everybody seems to be very busy with our own stuffs!! HAHA!!

Hmm, I totally love the time we had la, though we did nothing but talking! The power of DFC!!! HAHA!!

The Five of us!

Old School Days!!
Reminiscing the past time!

My mind is just so blank now.. Couldn't think of anything to blog about sia..

Hmm, went out with Geraldine and Eugene on Monday. Went to eat ICE MONSTER!!! I've waited for that day to come for quite some while.. HAHA!! When we reach Bugis, the first thing we did is go inside KFC and eat!!( HAHA!! Hungry la!!! ) After that went Bugis Street and shop!! Then last stop before Geraldine have to go is our ICE MONSTER!!! HAHA!!!

Sunday, went for Priscilla's 21th Birthday Party!! A nice party man! Thanks Pris!! Hmm, I remember clearly that Germaine thought that the salt is actually cheese powder and happily poured it onto my plate of rice.. Zz zz!! Then as everybody knows there will be some uncooked rice in there right?? HAHA!! So it also ended in my plate of rice, couldn't finish them up as the uncooked rice taste totally sucks!!

Kaifang and Me!!!

Me and Bennie!!

Hmm, shall end this post with a random photo again!! HAHA!!

Short Update!!

2009-09-09T12:10:00.004+08:00

My New Hairstyle! HAHA!! Hair colour is Orangy Red! HAHA!! Hmm, by right I actually wanted Orange, but they stylist say add a bit red will be nicer, so I trust him lor! HAHA!!

I've Found!

2009-08-31T00:11:00.003+08:00

Hmm, recently felt seriously empty, though I've all I wanted that time, which is free from what I'm thinking. In the end I'm free from it, but I felt still so uneasy, just don't know why..

Well, I just couldn't believe that no one cares for those little things. Things which is so obvious, yet they couldn't bother to care and what they did was ignore it and say what's that about? I seriously Laugh Out Loud la!! HAHA!!

Feeling is overwhelming isn't it?? HAHA!!

Hmm, Proper Post?

2009-08-24T00:16:00.005+08:00

The lighting of this photo really nice sia.. So bright!! HAHA!!

It's Getting Less.

2009-08-22T01:19:00.004+08:00

It's just seems like everything is so unreal and I'm just so empty. The feeling of this seems to be like a LONER, can't stand this type of things happening. Seems like I'm getting to my old lifestyle which I don't think I would like it. Though I have two choices now, but I think I'll choose to go on partying my life away. Totally detest it, not making any reactions. An element of GOLD is in you. Too bad that I'm not acidic enough even I have tried my best. Heard my say and forget about it.

Hmm, enough of my talk. This few days I just don't feel like doing anything, neither do I feel like going on to the cyber world nor slacking around. I just feel like sleeping and just wish that I wouldn't wake up and see this world. This world is full of irritating stuffs! I have enough of all this nonsense, everything which I use to have is all taken away because of one thing, that one thing, just that little thing which nobody sees.

I still have loads of photos to see and edit if the lighting of the that photo just doesn't suit. Piles of **** is waiting for me to solve them and clear them up. So many things to do yet I choose not to do anything. 'O' Level is drawing so near and I hate the reality that I'm still unprepared for it.
"Will I waste my time again?" That's running through my mind and I just don't want it to happen!! Simply, I just couldn't. Didn't went school for so long, even my Mentor wants to issue a Termination Letter to me when she saw me on Thursday. At first I'm scared that my teachers and classmate wouldn't care if I'm in school or not, but I didn't knew that they cares a lot. Everything is just too late to know. If I knew it so long ago, I would now be totally prepared for that challenge.

About two months to 'O' Level, would I use it wisely or just I would waste my entire 2009? I can't find any determination for me to run on and achieve my good results. Everything seems like it is starting to collapse once again. Too much of stuffs going on. When will I force myself to work again? So tired of everything, seriously everything. Even if I want to sleep, my mind is still thinking of everything.

My Life Is Getting Weirder.

2009-08-17T20:01:00.004+08:00

Happy 18th Birthday Xiu Ying!!
HEHE!

Being dumped with a lot of stuffs, but count and count actually not that much. Still, I just don't know why am I so busy to the extend that I couldn't even on my lappy when I got home everyday. Perhaps I've been slacking till too late bah. Well, this few days is just so tiring, though I have enough sleep, but I still feel very tired.

I have never felt so lost before, that time I really have the feeling that I'm seriously lost and just don't know what to do. Find it kinda scary, you wouldn't want to get lost in your mind, just like I really gone INSANE!!!!!!

LOL!! I find it very funny sia, Ee Cheong can do the same kind of facial expression for so many times la!! You see the photos below.. HAHA!!

Hmm, I've gota lot of photos to upload, but I'm just so lazy to go upload lor!!! Well, a photo of Kai Fang, Amenda, Angie and Me!! LOL!!

Takes much more~!

2009-08-13T23:31:00.003+08:00

*SIGH*. Hmm, so long never update my blog loh!! LOL!! Hmm, this two weeks like a lot of stuffs happened, I was greatly affected by it (OBVIOUSLY)!! Haiz, wonder what's wrong, is it me or is it not me? It just seems to be everything me. I really wonders that what I said is like totally no use. So many times I have repeated myself and I said it well, yet it just prove that everything said to me was bullshit or just to make me happy.

Well, I can't concentrate on what I wanted to blog on actually, I was totally being drowned with all of my stuffs and thoughts. One moment I'm so busy, the other moment I'm just left to do is my own stuffs.

I was seriously wondering what's wrong? Why am I always being the fool? Zz zz!! (If you read this sentence and felt hurt, tell me. -To you know who you are). You don't seems to know what's wrong, but think about it? Didn't I repeat myself so many time? Didn't I did what I doesn't want when I'm pissed? Didn't I remind you not to play with me because I may do those stuffs which wasn't intended to do? Didn't I?? ( This part is for two person and not just one, though I use you. )
Well, if you want to blame me, I still don't mind, because like what you have said, nobody know what I'm thinking. I'm still waiting ( You seriously know what to do, don't ask me what I'm waiting for. ) Before it's too late, please do it. Or else things will never be the same. Though you may still live with or without me.

You may be better off without me. I'm seriously sad when I say this.
Still Jordin Sparks's Battlefield and It Takes More is gonna express my feeling. Understand it or not.

Drifting? I think so!!

2009-07-30T12:58:00.007+08:00

I really hate it when you guys did some actions to draw attention to yourself and make people things that I'm the bad guy and wanting others to pity you, it kinda irritated me!! Oh man!! Seriously F.Tards sia.

Anyway I kinda feel that something will be drifted away after the month of July!! HAHA!! Well, I can feel that it's kinda good and bad for me, both carries some thoughts through my mind. After I've seen something yesterday, I really things that you are really not gonna be listed down for some reasons. HAHA!!

Recently I came to blogger with my mind filled with a lot of stuffs, but when I click on the posting page, all my ideas were gone!! Hmm, wonders what's with my mind. HAHA!!!

Well, since all my ideas were gone, I shall update a little on my HAMSTER!! LOL!! Kinda random~!

This is Zebra!! HAHA!!

Hmm, in this picture she looks like a small rabbit.. HAHA!! Took this sometime ago where I was actually rushing out to meet some people, then I saw this faster took a picture and rush out.. HAHA!!

Hmm, on Monday I actually decided to visit the doctor when I'm near the clinic, but the clinic was closed due to large amount of people there ( In my heart I was thinking, if I go polyclinic, there will be even more people bah ), so I went home and wait for the second opening hours of the clinic, while waiting I'm kinda feel tired and went to take a nap.. LOL!! So I delay it till tuesday.. HAHA!! Tuesday I visit the doctor, thinking the doc will prescribe some fever medicine or antibiotics and sore throat medicine for me, but he didn't!!!! He told me that my illness is an allergy and not the flu virus or stuffs and tell me not to worry.. Zz zz!! Then yesterday I went to the doctor because this time round I got hard proof evident to prove that I got fever.. HAHA!! Hmm, ( in my heart, I think that this time round I will surely get my fever medicine), but the doctor told me a lot of stuffs like "if I'm really not well, he will send me to the hospital and stuffs". I was in a deep thought for a few seconds and he took a blood sample from me and send it for a test.. Hmm, then after that I waited outside for my FEVER MEDICINE!! HAHA!! So I'm still waiting for the test right now.. HAHA!! Hopefully it's just a normal flu and not H1N1!!! HAHA!!

Wish Me Luck!! HEHE!!

I wonder~!!!

2009-07-27T20:32:00.003+08:00

Happy 19th Birthday Timothy!!
HAHA!!

I wonder how, I wonder why
Yesterday you told me 'bout the blue blue sky,
And all that I can see is just another yellow lemon tree~~~

Hmm, I'm seriously afraid that something will happen to me, even though it's not a big very big impact upon me, but I'll lose a lot of things through it ba..

Hmm, I recently found out why I have lost my passion of going to school liao!! HAHA!! While reading one of my post from a few months ago, then it's just because of the contradicted stuffs that people said!!! Hmm, I guess sometimes when we are saying things, we gotta really must use the correct word instead of a word with so many meaning and could get contradicted.. LOL!!

I don't know why people like to put words into my mouth and simply blame it on me!! So irritated with that.. Hmm, well, it's your own thought anyway!!! It seriously doesn't even concern about you, can't I have my own private talks?? Why should you know so much stuffs which don't even need you to care?? I can feel that you are no longer the person which I think you are!

P/S: Hmm, another short update to rant all my feelings.. LOL!! Random!!

Hmmm!!!!!

2009-07-23T20:48:00.005+08:00

Anyway, Jon's FANCLUB is up!!Click Me!! To to go the fans club site

Decided to have a double post for today. HAHA!! Hmm, today was just a simply "SIAN" day for me, did nothing much, slept at 2plus(am) this morning and woke up at 12plus(pm).

Watch television with my mum and then recieved sms from Geraldine, then met her up. Woah~! Finally got a chance to meet her out. Well, we chat and stuffs! HAHA!! Hmm, after awhile she rushed off to meet Johnson, then I went over to Gelene's house(hmm, blogging at her house. LOL!!) So long never meet her also lor!! HAHA!! Hmm, see my day so boring right??????? HAHA!!

Hmm, I'm gonna go school tomorrow! Hopefully I'll go too!! HAHA!! Sleep so long liao, now still feel tired la! ZZ zz zzz!! Just a typical boring day for me!!

Hmm, well I'm not gonna say much to you guys, if it's that I only could say you guys doesn't react! I couldn't feel the urge that you guys said! You are blinded by that, and it's just not for me but for you!! I'm sick and tired to keep hanging on, because you guys don't even care! I don't believe it anymore!!

Happy Birthday Jonathan!!!

2009-07-23T00:00:00.001+08:00

Happy Birthday Jonathan Ashley!!!

Surprise to see this or not?? LOL!! HEHE!! Seems like you seldom come my blog liao ar!! HAHA!! If it's so, maybe you will miss this post with your picture!! LOL!! HAHA!! Random!

p/s: Well, maybe I will change this post to something meaningful at night. HEHE!!

Eclipse!

2009-07-22T20:42:00.005+08:00

I took this picture from the internet. It is today's ECLIPSE!! This is the nice shot I have seen from all those news header, therefore I save it down and post it here.

Credit to whoever took this picture!

It's not gonna change FOREVER!

2009-07-21T21:11:00.007+08:00

Hmm, another random post's title.. HAHA!! Well, I hate it still! Hmm, sometimes life just couldn't get any better, but keeps going down and down! It's seems like people likes to come and go.(Cheryl Chua thinks that too.) Hmm, but people, I'm not gonna do that, but I just can't understand why it happen to me still.. LOL!! Just couldn't understand. Hmm, seems like my life now is full of complains and no other better stuffs for me not to complain about. HAHA!! Seriously, I just couldn't understand!!

Well, basically today's post there's gonna be photos!!(Woo hoo~!) HAHA!! Well, this few days kinda be fun and not fun(when I think of those stupid stuff which those F. people did! BITCH!). Okay, last Wednesday went to Clark Quay alone and wait for them to come over to meet me, then while I was waiting, a person approached me! I was like what the~ =.=!!! Hmm, he told me a lot of stuffs and I did some stupid act by being good!! Hmm, stupid of me!! Well, then after some times Kuan Sheng came over to meet me for dinner, we ate Subway when I randomly saw some people's takeaway from Subway!! HAHA!! Very random la!! Actually he wanted to go Song Fa's Bak Kut Teh one. HAHA!! After having Subway, he's still hungry, then we went Long John Sliver, there he goes second round. HAHA!! Big appetite he has.. LOL!! HAHA!!! Then after a while he left, then here comes Kai Fang that slow bitch! HAHA!! Hmm, then Chris that noob one came too, then we went walking around. Kai Fang bought a dress, pretty nice. HAHA!! Then accompanied Chris go eat, then continue to walk and slack. HAHA!! I lazy to find those photo taken on that day. HEHE!! So sorry~!

Hmm, yesterday met out with Cheryl Chua!! Woah!! It has been long since we last met lor!! I'm so totally happy that we met out!! HAHA!! Miss that bitch so much la!! HAHA!! Hmm, we like did the same things every time we meet, eat, smokes, watch movie, take photos and more la!! HAHA!! So I only post photos from yesterday. HAHA!! Well, actually we were suppose to meet her at 6:25, but we were late and met her at 7pm. HAHA!! Due to some reasons. HEHE!! Then we went to The Indulge and have our dinner, I love Earl Grey Tea, but yesterday I went everything has change, the standard of everything drop like nobodies business la!! Sad sia!! My favourite restaurant leh!! HAHA!! Hmm, well seems like gotta find another nice ambience with good food and drinks kind of restaurant again.. HAHA!! After dinner, we went smoking and took photos.

Afterwards we went and catch a movie(Obsessed). Hmm, nice like dick la!! HAHA!! (Anyway, that stupid girl in the movie is totally a BITCH, SLUT, SICK IN THE MIND, DESPERATE!!) HAHA!! After movie we catch the last train and went home!! HAHA!! Was wanted to post up what she smses me, but I better not, if not she's gonna kill me!! HAHA!!

I'm so lazy to go type captions!! HAHA!!

Feeling Sick!!

2009-07-18T11:41:00.002+08:00

Feeling unwell since Wednesday night. It's like some kind of weird stuff happened that day.. HAHA!! Wonder when will my body get well.. Hmm, yesterday went to Bugis with Chris and KaiFang.. Walking around with my lethargic body, with no appetite and having a feel of vomiting. This frustrating, sickening and irritating feeling is totally a no! in my list!! Never attend school also because of that..

Anyway to Theodora Seah Kai Fang!!! I never curse you OK?! Stop saying I curse you!! HAHA!! Shall have a longer update soon!!

Was Totally~!

2009-07-14T23:46:00.003+08:00

3L's Friendship!
1 Year 10 Months

Today was really a damn day for me! Was totally late for school!! I reach at lunchtime, missed Mathematics lesson. I guess I have miss out a lot in class tutorial already(no need to guess, it's like confirm!) LOL!! Hmm, emotions cropped up, I'm kinda have enough of it already!! People around me had already being affected by me, it's like innocent party you know?! Crap! F. this stupid thing la(If those stuffs never happen, all this nonsensical stuff will not have any place to manifest, so please get it into your head that don't do things which I dislike and I've already said! Once is enough!!)

I was once told about something, I choose to believe it to a certain extent, but now it seems that I can totally forget about what I was told. It's simply just to make me happy for that moment and it's just like a dream. I couldn't be bother by all this stuffs, I said I hate it when it happen, yet it just happen again and again, despite the many emotions I gave, yet none was fulfilled. I'm been brought up to Heaven and at the same time into Hell, how funny was that? Is it just for show or do you really mean it that way? I totally gave up on you already, do whatever you people want to do.

The Feel of Mnemonic Being ...

2009-07-13T23:59:00.002+08:00

Ho, ho, ho
Under the miseltoe!!

Hmm, recently quite a number of stuffs happened! Felt happy for some stuffs, yet felt sad for some stuffs. Totally Confused! If I say I can no longer help you and trust you, what will be the outcome? HAHA!! I also not too sure about it!

Today I finally got myself to school, kinda starting to feel excited for school already, no longer have the "Don't Feel Like Going" that kind of feeling.. HAHA!! Which is a good thing!! Hmm, I'm kinda touched when my classmate actually message and ask whether I'm going school and stuffs.. Thanks babe!! HEHE!! Not forgetting my Mentor!! HAHA!! Also Jared!! HAHA!! Thank you guys!! HEHE!!

Hmm, I actually thought of something to update, but I totally forgotten about it after sometime! Argh!! Never mind!! If I remember I'll be updating it on my Twitter. HAHA!! Off to bed now! Night People!!

Quoted From IceAngel'sBlog!

2009-07-11T02:03:00.006+08:00

Went to Esther ( Ice Angel )'s blog and read the recent entry and find it very cool, though I did it before quite a long time ago, but I was still stupid enough to fall for the trick again.. HAHA!! So people, try test yourself.

"Test for Dementia

Below are four ( 4) questions and a bonus question. You have to answer them instantly. You can't take your time, answer all of them immediately. OK?

Let's find out just how clever you really are....

Ready? GO!!! (scroll down)

First Question:

You are participating in a race. You overtake the second person. What position are you in?

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(highlight the words below if you can't see clearly)
Answer: If you answered that you are first, then you are absolutely wrong! If you overtake the second person and you take his place, you are second!

Second Question:
If you overtake the last person, then you are...?

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(highlight the words below if you can't see clearly)
Answer: If you answered that you are second to last, then you are wrong again. Tell me, how can you overtake the LAST person?

Third Question:
Very tricky arithmetic! Note: This must be done in your head only . Do NOT use paper and pencil or a calculator. Try it.

Take 1000 and add 40 to it. Now add another 1000 . Now add 30. Add another 1000 . Now add 20 . Now add another 1000 . Now add 10. What is the total?

Scroll down for answer.....

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(highlight the words below if you can't see clearly)
Did you get 5000?
The correct answer is actually 4100.

If you don't believe it, check it with a calculator!

Fourth Question:

Mary's father has five daughters: 1.. Nana, 2. Nene, 3. Nini, 4. Nono. What is the name of the fifth daughter?

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(highlight the words below if you can't see clearly)
Did you Answer Nunu? NO! Of course it isn't.
Her name is Mary. Read the question again!

Bonus round:

A mute person goes into a shop and wants to buy a toothbrush. By imitating the action of brushing his teeth he successfully expresses himself to the shopkeeper and the purchase is done.
Next, a blind man comes into the shop who wants to buy a pair of sunglasses; how does HE indicate what he wants?

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(highlight the words below if you can't see clearly)
He just has to open his mouth and ask...
It's really very simple.
".

Quoted from The Miracle Season.

Anything Can Be.

2009-07-09T23:50:00.000+08:00

Hmm, went to watch Haunting In The Connecticut today. The movie totally nice la, a lot of shocking part, there's one part when there's somebody shouted for so long and I was laughing, then Angie say I'm crazy.. LOL!! HAHA!!

Heard from Kuan Sheng that the show was based on true story, kinda feel cool~! Those people go through it will fear nothing liao lor.. So much of shocking and weird things happen.. HAHA!! Overall quite meaningful.

Hmm, what's so good being so annoying?

Well, still waiting for people to send me those pictures, but I'm gonna upload those from my phone de.. Quality not very good lor.. Zz zz!! I feel that my blog is getting more and more boring liao..

KaiFang.Me

Amenda.Me.KuanSheng

Love Them!!

2009-07-07T23:59:00.000+08:00

Hmm, well today my feeling gets over me the whole day!! Hmm, I guess it would be gone after today ba. I hope there will be a RAINBOW tomorrow!! The rainbow represents a lot!! HEHE!! Even if there's no rainbow tomorrow, I have somethings in store for it.. HEHE!! I won't be going school till Friday, I need time to get over my own feelings. I hope those who read this and feel kinda disappointed will understands.. HEHE!!

Well, went to Plaza Singapura this morning to go get my pots and watering system for my poor catus. Then went 'emoing' all the way till late afternoon. HEHE!! I never thought that what I wanted was a piece of shit when I finally got them, I mess up the whole thing again. I'm sorry if you guys are affected. Like I say, I will find it back. HEHE!! Totally gotten off that piece of shit when I pen it down on a piece of paper.

Pictures taken for today will hopefully be up on my blog tomorrow ba.
Gonna stop everything here le.

Nobody Seems To Notice.

2009-07-06T21:43:00.002+08:00

Okay~! Finally gotten my Ez-Link card, I waited for like F.ucking long, I hate to wait nowadays, seriously F.uck up!!

SInce I've gotten my Ez-link card, I went travelling around Singapore on bus, from interchange to interchange and enjoying the LONG BUS JOURNEY!! HAHA!! Love it totally. Hmm, I've totally fallen for STICKY Rock candy!! Woo hoo, Love it totally too, especially Kiwi Rocks and Smiley Rocks. Totally taste great. HAHA!!

Yesterday night went over to E-hub and watch movie and went to some deserted place, it's like a totally disgusted memory.. HEHE!! Watch Transformer II, first thing I saw the advertisement earlier in January, I told myself that I'm not gonna watch this show, but when I saw the trailer, I kinda soften that thinking, but I still don't want watch till yesterday.. LOL!! Guess what?! After I watch the movie I was totally AMAZED and love the cars la!! walking out from Cinema, I said, "I never knew that transformer was so nice la!!". Woah~!

After which I don't feel like speaking any words about what happen later.. *LAUGH*!

Happy Birthday Kristhen!!

2009-07-05T00:00:00.001+08:00

Happy Birthday Kristhen Lee!!

Let Me GO!!

2009-07-02T03:22:00.004+08:00

Hmm, I kinda finally update my blog after so long. HEHE!! Well, AMENDA say my blog too boring, nothing to read, because she don't even know what happened.. LOL!! Okay, recently went out as everybody knows.. HAHA!! Watch Drag me to hell with Yu Ze quite some time ago, the show was like damn grossed la. After the show we were like chatting about it, I remember that we said that we go put a button into the envelope with a note and drop it off inside people's letterbox.. LOL!! Damn random and funny.. LOL!! Hmm, Thread Of Destiny's ending totally no link I've got to say that.. Crap, I just realize that I've been keep using those movie actions.. LOL!! Like somehow I very RANDOM say to Kai Fang, how dare you never pick up my calls and messages, then like say later I push you and hit those bicycle.. LOL!! How random was that.. HAHA!! Okay~ Kai Fang is officially my MEI!! So to Kai Fang, you gotta call me Kor Kor!! HAHA!! Hmm, thinking of what photos to post.. HAHA!! damn lazy to go post it up yoh!

Random Shot By LPS!!

Ending this post with a zoom in shot when I was taking photos!! LOL!! Quite cool ar..

Short Updates..

2009-06-29T00:50:00.002+08:00

Well, recently kept going out and didn't went school due to some personal reason.. HAHA!! But still thankful that a lot of people still cares for me and some help me and encourage me .. Thanks this bunch of friends.. HEHE!! Well, I'm gonna go school later!! Must work hard on my studies le.. HEHE!!

Defense Armor Activated!! LOL!!

Stop Putting Words Into My Mouth!

2009-06-25T07:40:00.003+08:00

Hmm, this post is actually a RANDOM post la.. HAHA!! Still as lazy to upload photos into my lappy and kinda irritated by stuffs and don't feel like blogging.. HAHA!! Well, I feel like stopping all sorts of comunication on my blog soon.. HAHA!! It's like sometimes there a lot of people tagging, sometimes just silences.. HAHA!! I have observe it recently.. HEHE!! Shall I remove my tagboard, since there's a comment thing there.. HEHE!! Hmm, well I guess before anybody see this post, my tagboard is already being removed.. LOL!! HAHA!! Johnson asked me to remove my tagboard like way before I feel like, he even set a deadline for me, but still the tagboard is still there.. This time round it's got to be REAL!! If I can't stand it, I will put back the tagboard.. HAHA!! I should be updating my blog tomorrow's night ba.. HEHE!!

Will be updating later!

2009-06-23T17:17:00.002+08:00

Hi guys, sorry for updating my blog.. Hehe.. Anyway, currently everybody knows that there's a imitator keep imitate people and especially me.. F.uck that bitch/bastard! Hehe.. Anyway, currently updating my blog outside.. Haha..

I'm Back!!!

2009-06-17T17:17:00.002+08:00

Ops, seems that it has been quite sometime I last blog.. HAHA!! Hmm, well after chalet, didn't have the feel to blog, so I have waited and waited till today.. HAHA!!

Bitch!! I lost my phone during the chalet period, it's like if I lost my phone in the chalet place, I would still get it back. The unlucky part is that I lost my phone outside chalet!! F.uck sia!! Shall drop this matter liao!

Hmm, anyway I also gotten a new phone, The Nokia E series!! E63 and is in BLACK!! HAHA!! Finally I have gotten the phone I long for.. HAHA!!
My mind is in a blank now, don't know what to post liao.. HAHA!! Shall post again next time ba.. LOL!!

Will Be Gone!!

2009-06-12T16:09:00.002+08:00

I'm still thinking whether should I join the others blogger on Nuffnang for the flash mob at town!! Think the event will be totally awesome and fun!! If you are kind of interested, wants to know more details, go visit this BLOG.

The "Ken" is back!! HAHA!! It's seems like he wants to use our identity to make our reputation smelly!! F.uck his CHILDISH and UNCREATIVE MIND!! Too bad he's not up to my game. What a sad thing, he's not acting like what he suppose to be. Suddenly I felt pity on him, it's like his friend doesn't know he's that horny and want to come about to the 'net' world and show his true-self and one side he can release it and also his friend won't know.. What a sad story. Awwwww!!
To Ken:
I've got questions for you. What's you main motive to be a F.retard in my blog?? Don't you have any other better things to do?? Are you seriously that despo?? Well, if you are that despo, go Geylang or go Changi Village to find some relieve la!!
Since you have kept changing your IP address, you have got a way to reply me through my tag board. Or simply you can drop a comment to answer my question.

Well, I might be gone for a few days, cause I'm away for Chalet!! After I'm back from Chalet, I'm gonna post all those events in a daily basis. HEHE!!

Busy Schedule Lined-up!!

2009-06-11T23:59:00.003+08:00

Tomorrow my schedule is like crash totally!! Stupid sia!! Hmm, my mum wants me to go school and I'm like caught in the middle!! Argh!! Irritated feelings!! So fuss-up!! Hmm, wondering what will I choose in the morning.. HEHE!! Everythings shall be decided tomorrow!! Shall update blog again tomorrow!! Don't feel like thinking!!

Need To Recover!!!

2009-06-10T23:59:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday Jessie Lim!!!
HEHE!! Pai Seh ar, If you are reading my blog, so I need to call you 姑姑!! HEHE!!

So sorry guess, shall update tomorrow.. HEHE!! Need to catch some sleep in order to recover fast.. HAHA!!

Still Ain't Better!!

2009-06-09T23:29:00.003+08:00

Happy Birthday Germaine Kreciafye Poh!!
HAHA!!

Today woke up damn early, but still dizziness came and make my day!! Not feeling any better than before!! OMG!! Wondering if I could make it for school tomorrow. Zz zz, though I still not feeling any better, but still I went out and meet Evangeline with Theodora and Angie!! Took a lot of photos today!! I'm crazy with the temperature!! OMG!! Shall upload some of the pictures..

Theodora,PeiShi,Me!

Evangeline, Me!

Theodora,Me,Angie,Evangeline!

The Fountain.

Theodora,Me!

I'm Scared!!

2009-06-08T23:26:00.003+08:00

Hmm, today didn't go to school as I wasn't feeling well. After I took train over to CCK, suddenly my temperature gone wild, so I took a turn and went back Panjang to visit the doctor. The doctor said something makes me really kind of scare that it'll really become a fact. HAIZ!! Never mind, let's forget about it.

On Saturday I dyed my hair YELLOW, though some people say nice, while some people say not nice, but overall I think it's nice. Didn't take photos of it, but I think Theodora have some pictures which I've taken with her. Today before I went out, I dyed my hair black with mixture of yellow dye!! HAHA!! The colour turns out to be Black and under different lighting it'll be Orange, Red and Brown, my mum told me also got coffee bean colour.. LOL!! Damn funny la, my hair got Split Personality.. HAHA!!

Another Birthday Cake From My 3L!!!
HEHE!!

OMG!! Total Disgusted!

2009-06-07T23:59:00.002+08:00

Yesterday after service, went to have dinner, then set off to meet Delphine at Jurong East, then train over to meet HongMing at Pasir Ris!! HAHA!! Went to red house and kenna bitten by a lot of mosquito and some kind of files that can be found at long grass area!! Now very itchy la!! Damn it, next time go again, must bring insect repellent!! Then we went over to OCH after red house, OCH is much more better then Red House. We don't have to climb fences and do a lot of stunts just to get in unlike red house. HAHA!! Okay ar, a lot of Police car came by and like never stop and talk to us!! LOL!! But when we got separated, Theodora, Avain and Hong Ming tio screened by The Police!!

After that went to Changi Village to wait for time to pass and we saw a lot of 那个它!! I was like scared to the max and hook on to Delphine's arms and walk pass those 那个它, scare the 那个它 come approach me!! HAHA!! Then they very li li siao siao one lor, say want go ask that 那个它 and keep looking at them la, Delphine even say that want the 那个它 to stand in front of her let her view from top to bottom!! Crazy ass sia them, don't scare the 那个它 ask them to kiss the 那个它 meh?? HAHA!!

Went Hong Ming's place after those 那个它 left, then took bus to chinatown and took bus back to CCK then to his house!! Slept at his house till around 3:30 then chat till 4:30pm then left his house.. HAHA!! OMG!! The 那个它 so grossed!! I need to agree that some of the 那个它 are damn chio la!! Kai Fang got demoralized by those 那个它.. HAHA!!

Lies..

2009-06-06T23:59:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday Loh Cai Xiang!!
HAHA!!
Today went service, going to red house and OCH later on. HEHE!! Update tomorrow..

Holiday Ending!!

2009-06-05T23:59:00.001+08:00

Happy Birthday Afizan!!!!!!!!

My holiday is coming to an end soon!! HAIZ!! Like I say, went for a hair cut yesterday, though it's short, but still nice what?? The longer the nicer la!! HAHA!! Well, after the haircut, I doesn't know why I also go Yew Tee there when I'm gonna meet Joyce and Jocelyn at Bankit there.. LOL!! After that Joyce and Jocelyn came to Yew Tee there meet me, then we went to Cheryl's condo to slack.. HAHA!! The first sight they saw me with my new hair style, both of them laugh like crazy la!! HAHA!! Well, like I say, wait till it's long!! HAHA!!

Hmm, went home at 5plus am today, sleep at 9am in the morning and woke up at 3plus 4 pm today, then use lappy till like around 5plus 6pm like that Delphine and Avian came.. HAHA!! After that went slacking at panjang again!! HAHA!! Didn't did anything much today. Oh ya, Joycelyn came and gave me a cake for my birthday!! HAHA!! Shall post it up tomorrow.. HAHA!! Thanks Joycelyn!! Hmm, after that we accompany Delphine to collect her new phone!! (I think I'm changing my phone to E63) HAHA!! Argh, my holiday ending soon!! Sian sia!! I gonna start planning my study plan liao!! HEHE!! Chiong ar!!

Just Maybe~!

2009-06-04T23:59:00.000+08:00

Argh, I'm still thinking should I remove my tagboard!!
Should I ban that Chee Bye Ken and keep my tagboard?? HAHA!! Well today went to cut my hair!! My percious hair!! Well, gonna upload those photos!! HAHA!! Not gonna update much today.
First Cake!!

Second Cake From Chris

Taken At 717 Durian Cake Shop

Theodora And Me!

Angie and Me!

2nd Day Of My 18years!!

2009-06-03T23:59:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday Shirley Yeo!!!
Here to wish you a Happy and Awesome Birthday!!

Reach home after everything at 5plus am. Totally exhausted!! still thanks you people for the celebration!! HEHE!! Johnson told me to remove my tag board yesterday, he gave me three day to remove it!! OMG!! So sad sia, no taggy means no comunication!! All thanks to that Uncle F.ucker Ken!! Anyway, anything to say just click on comments!! HEHE!! I'm still trying to put Js-kit in my blog!!

Happy Birthday To Me!!

2009-06-02T23:59:00.001+08:00

Happy Birthday to Me!!!
Happy Birthday to Jun Hao!!

Kai Fang and Eugene met me on 1st June, then they came my house and waited till 2nd June to arrived and wishes me Happy Birthday.. LOL!! Thanks anyway!! I'm wanna thanks those who wish me Happy Birthday through SMS, Face To Face(F2F), Facebook, MSN and Blog!! I only accumulate SMS, F2F, and Msn. But still Thanks those people who wishes me through Facebook and Blog de, not I bo xim don't want go list out, is I lazy. HAHA!! So the list goes like this (It's not in order).

Msn:
CaiXiang
Germaine
Coreen
SongNing
Jeff
Madeline
Afizan
Dale

SMS:
CaiXiang
Coreen
WenTing
Geraldine
XiaoYing
Jessica
Jonathan
HongMing
Germaine
Josephine
JunHao
Chris
Darius
PeiXuan
Joyce
JunHong
FangXiu

F2F:
KaiFang
Eugene
Policeman
JunHong
Chris

Then here comes the celebration!! Thanks those people who specially make their trip down to my house to help me celebrate and gave me a big, big surprise!! HAHA!! Love it to the max la!! Though it's just a no. of people (Geraldine,Johnson,BingHong,ChoonHan,KaiFang,Avian,XinYu,Eugene. p/s: did I miss out anybody??) came, but still it touches me to the deep down heart. HAHA!! After that I went over to plaza to meet Chris, thanks for making your trip down when your house it's so far away from mine. Thanks!! Then went over to the Car Park where 3L always use to hang out there 1year plus ago. HAHA!! Thanks for the celebration too!! HEHE!! Love you all la!!
p/s: I'm not going to update those pictures today. I'm gonna update them during the next few days ba.. I'm too lazy to upload them. Hehe!!

Never Ever!

2009-06-01T23:59:00.001+08:00

Suddenly woke up at around 11plus 12 like that, then Geraldine ask me to accompany her go Polyclinic, so I went with her. HAHA!! Spend my whole afternoon there la. We sat there, sing, talk, emo, LOL~!! Today was the first time I step into a Polyclinic la.. HAHA!! At first we sat at the stairs as there's a lot of people, but when we left the place, we doesn't know why we seems to be the last few person. It's totally a waste of time!! If next time you sick while you also wanna waste your time, go polyclinic and waste it.. HAHA!!

After we were out of the damn clinic, we went MacDonald's there eat and slack. HAHA!! Then we went Lot1 to meet Eugene, but he never come. ZZzz HAHA!! Went Arcade, saw a workling adult age around 30+ to 40 ba.. Guess what?! He is playing DDR (Dance Dance Revolution). OMG!! He played 8 step la!! Cool. After that met Johnson then went home after that. HAHA!!

May Ends!

2009-05-31T23:59:00.003+08:00

May 2009 have say goodbye to us and here comes JUNE, a starts of a new month and a starts of everything, maybe it's time for me to grow up with my thinking and stuff. It's also a time for all of us to think maturely, show that we are not immature. HAHA!!

Enough of my crappings, today planned to wake up early for Emerge and Global Prayer Day, but everythings still unchanged, I still went home late, sleep late, which means I didn't get up on time to meet people. Totally miss out a lot of stuff I guess. HAHA!!

Poor Kreciafye, I'm so, so, so, so, sorry that I didn't wake up on time to meet you guys. HEES!! But still wanna thanks you for being such a kind soul wanting to help me go Expo. HEHE!! Your acts will always craved in my heart. HEHE!!

Went over to sunshine at night, chilling around there as I think it'll be the last time we will sit there and chill. HAHA!! I enjoyed myself there for this few months. Thanks people for everything. HAHA!! Hmm, I gonna hit right back to track for my studies, and I'll do it!! I gonna catch up everything I have not learn within the two months and before the actual 'O' level paper starts. HAHA!! I'm gonna need a lot help from people around me. Oh ya, Geraldine ar, you have gotten hold the I.F. place in my heart. HAHA!! Random!!

I Hope It'll Never Ends.

2009-05-30T23:59:00.001+08:00

Okay ar, everybody notice that the Cannon advertisement has ended? HAHA!! It has officially ends at 11:59:59PM today!! HAHA!! Didn't went anywhere today, only slack around at panjang area. I think after this few days, I'm gonna pull my life back to study life, sleep early, go home early. As I doesn't wants my mum to worry about me. HAHA!!(I'm good boy right??) LOL!! Gonna wake up very early tomorrow, meeting Germaine at 8:15am at her house void deck. HAHA!! Slacking around as usual today, with Delphine, Eugene, Avian, Joycelyn and Theodora. Actually There is three more person, Angie, Swee Wee and Swee Seng, all went home early so not counted!! HAHA!! Ending my post here, sleeping soon.

Wake up, wake up, wake up..

2009-05-30T01:29:00.002+08:00

Today went out at around 2plus to meet Theodora as we are meeting Kristo. at initially Plaza Singapura, but we were late once again, so we decided to meet at Rochor there. Had Bean Curd and Chin Chow for me, Theodora only eaten Bean Curd and 1/3 of Yu Tiao and Kristo. eaten Bean Curd and a lot of Yu Tiao. HAHA!! After that we went Bugis, wanted to go the new shopping centre there again to see what's new, but that Theodora don't want. HAHA!! Then we board train over to Expo for Song Of Solomon, cool siah~! Bused back to panjang, was thinking whether should I go Sunshine Place today, but in the end my conclusion was NO!!. HAHA!! I'm lazy to think what happened, so gonna end with a photo taken today.